Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

and right on cue the coffeeshop plays the Nervous Breakdown Song from Roger and Me!

This out of state number called AGAIN (that makes what, 7 times today they called me and 1 time they texted me), and I yelled at them that "as stated before, you're harassing me, please stop calling me, I am not interested in working with you, fuck off." So clearly my current foul mood is not limited to myself alone.

Trying to send out more resumes.

Interview down. I did my best to be cheerful, responsive and open and now I feel like shit. If I could stop existing I would.

Ah I see it’s Offshore Recruiter With a Call Based Metric Rather Than a Job Opening O’Clock, again. Has anyone ever gotten a job out of these dudes?

Doing a crapton of dishes did help with my mood.

I need to back away from the belief that I chose the wrong major in college, wasted my big chance, and will be punished for this the rest of my life. It plugs in too tidily to all of my other self-hate myths, stuff I believe as a consolation prize for surviving without thriving.

I hate being someone who has to emotionally hack their childhood on a semi-regular basis. At least this is less frequent than it used to be.

Fuck, I hate making car payments, I hate feeling penalized for not being rich. The hopelessness is kicking in hardcore. I’m gonna do some dishes and maybe I’ll feel better before today’s interview.

and of course the thing that comes to mind while having weird stomach upset at 2:30 was a place where I felt I'd been badly lied to about events as a kid. So I checked on things and yep, wow, I was lied to as a kid.

HOT TAKE the big thing to get out of the prequels, Ep VII-VIII, Rogue One and Solo is that there's nothing particularly infallible about Star Wars. We're just so used to thinking of the original trilogy - especially Ep IV - as beyond question, and honestly naw.

Within that more realistic 'lightning probably won't strike twice here" there's plenty of room for good and bad movies.

PREVIOUSLY ON XX MEN

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Grimoire of Zero, or Use the Force to Affect Anything in the World As Long As You Can Eat It.

Also I suggested that after all the money they spent on huge basements and the best geneticists in the world their hardened mercenaries were whoever answered the Craigslist ad. (Applicants must have firearms experience, a valid guard card, and a paleontology degree. Pay can be upwards of $14!)

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Oh yeah I probably should mention, we have just folded space from Ix. Many machines on Ix. New machines.

See also making sound effects while making meatballs. That was only after my friend convinced me making one huge meatball would take forever to cook.

“I’m Doctor Ian Malcolm and based on being not a life scientist at all but a SUPERIOR mathematician I believe dinosaurs suck and should go away. Because I am a very rational man, like everyone else you meet online.”

And to make the predator senses and razor sharp toenails for kicking (in slow motion and to Juno Reactor, this is important) she needs big weird knives that go SHINGGGG.

Though @Earthshine is maybe right that I shouldn’t combine this with humanoid Utahraptor super soldiers sorta like in Tank Girl AND using mecha to fight carnosaurs.

Okay my suggestion for making Fallen Kingdom/Whatever We Cynically Make Next even MOAR AWESOMER is that they couldn’t get all the original DNA so they augmented Mazie with DEINONYCHUS DNA so now she’s a terrifying part-raptor hybrid like Ellen Ripley is part xenomorph in Alien Resurrection.

Y’know, the mosasaur got out at the beginning of the movie, a juvenile Pachycephalosaur ran into the woods and then there’s the stuff that got sold. It’s not like a few more dinosaurs in NorCal will change much. Especially cause all the results are reproducible AND probably published

AND it’s 2018 we have a big chunk of someone’s tail, it’s not like there’s never any other potential dinosaur DNA in amber out there.

Stately Wayne Manor! High atop the roof, silhouetted against the full moon, Gotham has a new protector! SKREEEE!

REVOLUTION! FOR THE PEOPLE’S REPUBLIC OF LAURASIA! VEGETARIAN GIRL POWER!

What is THAT? That’s my new enbyfriend thanks.