Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

#drawings tightened up today. Mild nudity.

Also my mood is bouncing this morning between anxiety, wanting to post Deep Shit™️​ about the world and how childhood can really fuck up how you perceive the world and your role in it, feeling old, wanting to copy a crap ton of Eric Canete art to look at composition, and wanting to go back to bed for a little.

Also, I'm really glad for the general more user friendly atmosphere on Masto. My Twitter feed's increasingly artists and cute animal photos, yet that only goes so far.

this toot inspired by this magnificent work of art and wondering whether the t-shirt gets pulled up over only Beavis or over both heads when he's being Cornholio

https://www.deviantart.com/ptimm/art/Beavis-and-Butthead-Agni-FAN-ART-634456953

Gen-X culture is being able to do a pretty good imitation of Beavis and Butthead regardless of how the show's been over for years and honestly it wasn't something to aspire to.

Me: sacred Corellon Larethian do I really need to listen to eighties at Starbucks? It wasn’t good the first time. The whole decade was bullshit, I’m not nostalgic for it at all.

Also me: oh hey they’re playing The Cure, how nice!

Folded laundry, did a ton of dishes, cooked and ate dinner. Feeling bad, I'm gonna try to draw a little more before wrapping the day up.

I still think that since he rebooted Twin Peaks, they really should let David Lynch make Dune Messiah with Kyle MacLachlan as Old Paul.

The beginning is a very delicate time. Know then that it is the year 10191. The known universe is ruled by the Padishah Emperor Shaddam IV, my father. In this time the most precious substance in the universe is the spice Melange. The spice extends life. The spice expands consciousness. The spice is vital to space travel. The spacing guild and its Navigators whom the spice has MUTATED for 5000 years use the orange spice gas to fold space, that is, to travel without moving.

WELL YOU GOT CAUGHT WITH A FLAT
WELL HOW 'BOUT THAT?
WELL BABIES DON'T YOU PANIC
BY THE LIGHT OF THE NIGHT IT'LL ALL BE ALL RIGHT
I'LL GET YOU A SATANIC MECHANIC
I'M JUST A SWEET TRANSVESTITE
FROM TRANSSEXUAL
TRANSYLVAAAAAAANIAA

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“Anansi,” where you can play an archetypical animal trying to acquire tricks and not be tricked themselves. I feel very called out and would drop $25 on it RIGHT NOW if I felt I could spare the money.

Worked on penciling 5 pages of weird fantasy stuff and some furry porn. These women sat behind me, they were 1-4 years older than me but looked 10-15 years older, and when I couldn’t not overhear them, their lives were all about vacations, investments, manicure appointments and dissing irresponsible coworkers. Just really hit bad feelings about how I’m a failure compared to what you’re “supposed to be” at my age, even though I know that’s kinda... specious I guess? Gonna grab a nap in my car.

So I brainstormed a little of the alternate history WWII comic I’ve been considering for a while and walked a batch but I’m still feeling really slowed and lost.

Also not that it’s a huge surprise but, largely thanks to job hunt, housing stuff and politics, I feel incredibly hopeless right now. It makes me want to stay in one place hanging out online but nothing else and it sucks.

I really wish they'd focused on Rey, her relationship to Kylo Ren, and Luke's fall from grace and redemption.

I feel like having Rey AND Poe AND Finn stories made Ep VIII incredibly busy, enough so that some bits - Finn's personal growth especially - get lost.

And I hate how downer the downer ending is. At this point anything other than "the Resistance now has to operate as covert cells for decades" would feel like a deus ex machina, utter bullshit you're told for morale.

he sees all, knows all, he gets in everywhere!
now some night he might wait for you upon the stair
so if you're going down the cellar walk upon your toes
if someone whistles? That's Mysterious Mose

#TheCrawlingChaos

where the cock-a-roaches dance you can wallow in romance
but DON'T GO IN THE BASEMENT
well you might think that it's deluxe
to ride the elevator filled with bugs
but don't
Don't
DON'T
DON'T!
DON'T GO IN THE BASEMENT!
uh uh!

COATED IN SHIT I GIVE ALL YOU DESIRE
MYSTICAL DOORWAY SWIRLING WITH FIRE
WE'LL USE THE PLUNGER IF BLOCKAGE WON'T BUDGE
IT'S A DOOR TO THE PLANE OF FUDGE!

News on the housing front has gotten scarier.

What would it be like to really travel, to take a train far north or visit Europe like my parents?