Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

I feel like I inadvertently cracked more of how my cognitive distorts from abuse, still affect my emotional decisions now.

also linking this batch of really good art, WIP gifs, to look at later

GIF process of some recent works ￣∇￣)ﾉ ———— https://www.instagram.com/kudaman_89/ https://twitter.com/Kudaman_89 - https://tmblr.co/ZpXJQs2ash9fz

https://youtu.be/NLddD6Xf-8g

just a little tearful thinking about Ann Arbor, years ago when the world was new

you've got to be the prettiest girl
I've ever witnessed in the whole world
hear me can you hear me?
hear me can you hear me?
hear me can you hear me now?

so turn it up and burn it
there's a hole in your head
there's a hole in your head where the birds can sing along!
does anybody really know
how the story really goes
how the story really goes or do we all just hum along?

I RUN THROUGH THIS WORLD THINKIN' 'BOUT TOMORROW
THINKIN' 'BOUT TOMORROW
THINKIN' 'BOUT TOMORROW
THINKIN' 'BOUT TOMORROW
I AM SMELLING LIKE A ROSE THAT SOMEBODY GAVE ME ON MY BIRTHDAY DEATHBED!
I AM SMELLING LIKE A ROSE THAT SOMEBODY GAVE ME CAUSE I'M DEAD AND BLOATED!

stuttering cold and damp
still the warm winds, tired friend
times are gone for honest men
sometimes far too long for snakes
in my shoes walking sleep
in my youth I prayed to keep
Heaven send Hell away
no-one sings like you anymore
THUMP THUMP THUMP
Black Hole Sun, won't you come,
and wash away the rain?
Black Hole Sun, won't you come, won't you come?

so what exactly is an identity condiment?

Like are we talking condiments with ethnic ties, like Cholula or hoisin sauce?

Does mayonnaise also count as an identity condiment if it's like sriracha flavored or it's Hellman's instead of Miracle Whip or something? Isn't mayo already, like THE Hawaiian condiment?

I mean if we're doing identity, is there a Queer condiment? You'd figure mayo would be pretty fuggin' Gay.

a batch of worry and low self-worth has set in. I'm not sure whether it would be a better move to get coffee and drawing, or grab a nap.

There are a few books I missed. But I packed 7 boxes of books/comics/magazines to sell; 9 boxes of books/comics/magazines to keep; I threw out some stuff, and did a batch of dishes as well as going into the city to get more information to the agency and helped housemates haul laudry/hang laundry.

brief break to do a fuckton of dishes (we were out of forks), make a sandwich and eat it and am back to sorting books. I'm pretty depressed right not, which might be largely dust inhalation, hours of physical work, and getting rid of stuff.

And now sorting out which comics and magazines I want to keep. I have a small hoard of old Dragon magazines in part b/c a friend bequeathed me their collection of pre-issue-100 Dragons. Like you can imagine, this is a batch of difficult choices, but ideally I want to cut my possessions in half before moving to north Oakland.

Trying to cull my book collection. I rapidly discover that if any D&D book includes "Underdark" or "Undermountain" in the title I will want to keep it no matter if I have, or will, ever use it.

ah yes the point where "Nowhere Man" reminds me of being young and in Ann Arbor, and it's crushingly sad. Followed rapidly by "ugh, you sexist egomaniacs, I can't do more of this album."

oh yeah The Beatle's "Egregious Misogyny" album, I haven't heard this in a few years, probably because it makes me wanna go back in time and kick all of them in the shins. Including Ringo, that's how egregious.

So this is very “my friends.”

Clobberin' time
What a revoltin' spectacle so finish yer whiskey or beer
Clobberin' time
Ya don't need to go home but y'can't stay here

2) ever notice how the hobbits have clocks? Fireworks exist in Middle Earth but we don't know if hobbits ever make them or if they're purely a Gandalf thing. So LotR ends with Saruman sitting on clockwork tech and gunpowder - either he realizes it or he's so in an older magic/preindustrial mindset to figure it out *yet*. He's a Maiar so he's got time. Basically the Scouring of the Shire has the hobbits saving the entire world again, and they don't know they're doing it.

ate some melatonin, though it's not knocking me on my ass as hoped. Yet. Thoughts;

1 ) the meta of of SU characters automatically lends any gem character (so most of them) readable color and shape cues. It's pretty brilliant

Valentine is gone
here but now they're gone
with a purposeful grimace and a terrible sound
he pulls the spitting high tension wires down
come on baby

YA KAN KRUSH US
YA KAN BROOZ US
YA KAN EVEN SHOOT US
BUT WAAAAAGH DA GUNZ OF BRIXTON