Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

somehow I went from GWAR's "Ragnarok" to Skald's "Gleipnir" and several tracks later I'm listening to Amon Amarth's "The Beserkir at Stanford Bridge" and thinking maybe going to see The Northman again might be a good idea.

we get it, y'all are trans and horny

uh there are more ways to be over 30 in this fandom but okay you do you

my comeback to the "no kink at Pride" discourse is again that I think EVERYWHERE should have at least one (hopefully several) nothing BUT kink festival like Folsom, where you can hang out in a thong and a pup mask, watching bears get caned right next to the garlic fries stand.

I SAID FISH FUCK, BABY!
I'M GONNA FUCK YOU WITH A FISH!
I'M GONNA TAKE A MOA-MOA AND SWIM IT UP YOUR BUTT!

duuuuude. What would you need to have in your portfolio to draw for GWAR other than Ryan Ottley like sprays of blood?

GWAR - Berserker Mode (Official Visualizer) https://youtu.be/B_c2fVbQnqs via @YouTube

it's such a relief that every time I think "y'know, I could move back home" there's some Republican to reassure me that not all the pine forests in the world would make that a good idea.

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Annoyingly; because my ex was literally the best housemate I’ve ever had (who wants to leave *that* relationship?), I didn’t move away until we were in a generally shitty living situation, so processing romantic relationship stuff was on hold for years. Unsurprisingly I had an overly rosy idea of how here was gonna work out; I miss NorCal, feel unsure Seattle was a better idea, and don’t know if elsewhere in the country would be a great move either. But basically a lot of this stuff is on me.

I think I will hang onto WtF but not use it as a game. The world is WtA without the Wyrm (just cause a spirit isn’t Tim Curry crooning about how much he loves fracking doesn’t make it safe or kind) and again I want to swipe the tribes wholesale for WtA (philosophy not ethnicity).

currently realizing my feelings about TTRPGS are basically art-perfectionism-with-games; an actually *realized* thing is more successful than anything stuck only in imagined space, although taking it into the real world means it can look like shit.

Unfortunately, if my attempts to draw something sucks, I've committed at most an hour and five sheets of paper. The difference in scale of commitment scares me off.

How do I push past that?

paying for gas stacked with other stuff and seriously sent me off into a shitty mood.

* ahhh home at last
* gonna sit down on the pot, do my thing
* cracks open an old Pathfinder adventure
* wait, they named an NPC "[first name] Sabor."

THE LOVELY MISS SABOR DEL POLLO

This morning’s attempt to draw horse anatomy for better understanding became drawing just horse skulls because I don’t entirely understand how their heads work. That’s how complex horse stuff is. Figure anything with vikingr I draw will include scorn poles for a while.

Gotta say “Vitamin D” is a fantastic handle for a PNW based rapper.

perhaps listening to Stone Temple Pilots' saddest fucking song will help

on the phone with my parents
i may chew my own leg off to escape

If you should die before me, ask if you can bring a friend?
Pick a flower, hold your breath and drift away. #SongLyrics

Is there a polite way to ask potential housemates if they’re cool with how you’re incredibly Queer or do you just show up hoping they like have big trans flags hanging all over the place and wearing HE/THEM buttons?

I have no idea how my brain telling me I’m ugly, stupid and a total failure is supposed to help me be prettier, smarter and more successful, but you do you, CPTSD depression.

Something I don’t get at my job is these huge orders of oyster sauce. Like five giant cases of multiple big cans each. Who goes through that much oyster sauce? With no corresponding order for say a huge amount of guy lon or w/e, what’re they eating it on, toast? And the surreal comeback is the same ship ordered one equal size hoisin sauce, which I thought was the stuff people slather on everything if they can.