Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

And shaving my legs for the first time in ages I discover that for whatever reason the hair around my knees is ridiculously tough. I should be selling this stuff to mix into concrete as a lightweight strengthener.

Kickstarter to pay Erol Otus to paint the cover for the next Dungeon Weed album

this album's an exercise in listening material so completely stoned sounding that you actually save money on weed.

oh fuck yeah, I found movies I wanna share with my friends - The Crow, The Seventh Voyage of Sinbad, and Clash of the Titans (the stop motion version)

time to listen to music which definitely fits the "hey man what're you tryin' to do to my new record I just bought it" profile

I remember when living here was cool and exciting. And even though I SUCK at optimism- CPTSD screws with long term thinking and memory, which I feel you need to be optimistic- I hope it will be, again.

OH BABY BABY BABY HE'S LOOKIN' SO CUTE
RIDIN' AROUND IN A BLUE TRUNK SUIT YEAH!
OH BABY BABY BABY HE'S SCREAMIN' THE TRUTH
AMERICA IS KILLING ITS YOUTH!

HE'S RIDIN' THROUGH YOUR TOWN WITH HIS HEAD ON FIRE!
HE'S RIDIN' THROUGH YOUR TOWN WITH HIS HEAD ON FIRE!
HALO BURNIN' EYES ARE CRYIN'
HALO BURNIN' EYES ARE CRYIN'
GHOST RIDER! GHOST RIDER!
KEEP RIDIN' NEVER STOP RIDIN'!
AND UUUUGH DON'T FORGET TO BURN
DON'T FORGET TO BURN
BURN WITH FIRE
WITH FIRE FIRE FIRE FIRE
WITH FIRE!

You cram your culture down my throat,
Say I'm inferior when I find that I choke,
You fill my mind with a false sense of history,
And then you wonder why I have no identity?
#SongLyrics #TheCrow #RAtM

everyone must burn, scream the animal scream
everyone must burn, dream the crow-black dream!
#SongLyrics #autumn

COVID TEST IS NEGATIVE!

ファンファーレ https://youtu.be/r8ISqFRAku0 via @YouTube

@mawr

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Oh boy proximity alert for covid, time to jam stuff in my nose and hope again. Instead of shaving my damn legs.

In 3 hours I get out of here and today can fade into being another bad day among thousands of bad days in my life. I can draw dumb pictures and drink a fancy coffee and hopefully my mind will stop screaming about how I’m too dumb and worthless to become a programmer, welder or anything good, how I’m too fucking stupid for anything. Maybe my mind will shut up about how I’ll never transition and I’m too stupid and hideous, and I can shave my legs, that’d be nice.

I think I should start looking for something else.

Wanna deep fry eggplant with the energy currently going to thinking I’m stupid

The “everything you touch turns to shit” feelings are especially bad today. Normally I’m able to get past the “nobody gives a flying clusterfuck about how you crapped up perfectly good paper, we love the REAL, the GOOD artists” feelings, and the “this woman is never going to acknowledge I got anything right and her being up in my business is just an impersonal difficulty” acceptance of earlier this week ain’t there right now.

Oh fuck I did not need to listen to “I Will Follow You Into the Dark,” the “other better people are gone and yet I’m still here and doing what exactly?” feelings are bad enough, thank you.

very emotionally labile evening. Really dislike feeling that my life's basically over, I missed every possible opportunity I really had to do more than wait for organ failure

#drawings today, a knight and giant charge each other, inspired by some Kate Bush lyrics, and a heavily armored orc or hobgoblin ambushes an apparently very hard of hearing barbarian.

oh YEAH

it's time for the beef song!

BEEF. IT'S WHAT'S FOR BEEF.

The Magnificent Seven https://youtu.be/T1OVpzRXFBc via @YouTube