Angry Arms / Rebuilding https://youtu.be/bAfbq57WlCk via @YouTube
CHRISTMASTIME! Hee hee hee hee hee!
@frostwolf you were saying about how there's logically rough jazz? Not sure if this is as rough as you'd like but it's pretty much the diametric opposite to smooth jazz. https://youtu.be/T2WTqjC-vPs
Glenn Miller - When That Man Is Dead and Gone https://youtu.be/VCyBllLmCwk via @YouTube
Wayne Reynolds’ art; multiple overlapping armor pieces with engraving! Amulets! Sleeping bag, mess kit, religious tome and spare weapons strapped to belts!
Wayne Reynolds’ gear for reenactment; check out my new hounskull bascinet! Also I had to carry a belt pouch for my wallet and glasses, so this outfit’s not entirely accurate.
Twitter, psych issues
Whether he is or isn’t a clinical, DSM 5 would go YEP A NARC or not, he presses my buttons from 2017 really badly.
Twitter, psych issues
So in 2017 I worked for a narcissist- not just on the spectrum but editing reality on the fly grandiosity- and this nearly killed me, plus of course I think Trump is clinically.
So there’s Musk who has to be center of attention, things have to be his way (shafting his employees), he’s soaking up being The Great Defender of Free Speech, that free speech happens to be stuff which says he’s great, folks like the Netflix guy says he’s great, and it all reads as a narc to me.
Mh journaling
We *deserve* very little of what comes our way, good and ill. This places lots of emphasis on places where we might actually affect our circumstances.
Mh journaling
Then I realized a chunk of “suffering is moral” is partly self soothing, the equivalent of treating myself to pie for dinner or missing sleep because I feel my time’s stolen by a job. Stacks with how compassion and generosity are more visible contrasted with experiences that drive me into myself; with expectation that effort exerted should have some effect. (And from there we get into more personal, less universal beliefs that somehow I’m doomed to get the short end of the stick.)
Revamped image, fantasy creatures, eye contact
One #drawing today, samurai vs oni in a bamboo grove. Figured I’d go with Sengoku period armor and a kowari kabuto for a change, liked the curve of having a tachi even though it’s basically a cavalry weapon (repositioned oni’s leg).
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.