Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

abashed the devil stood and saw how awful goodness felt

how awful goodness felt
#moviequote

The new version of a Tweet is called a Xit, because when you open your Xits they are full of revolting goo.

Tickle Me Elminster, the Sesame Realms crossover we were all waiting for from WotC

My new D&D character specializes in hepatomancy. Lest you think that’s limited to divination I assure you the field includes lots of useful spells like Mage Liver, Bigby’s Lashing Liver and of course Liverbolt.

Currently grabbing a walk while it’s not cloudless 80 degree plus weather, lunch/not just a pastry can wait

finished job hunt stuff for the day, set up a phone screen, suggested times for an in person for a thing over on East Side I actually would like maybe. I should probably get my ass offline, maybe grab a walk, eat lunch, nap.

today is the greatest day I've ever known
can't live for tomorrow, I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
before I get out
pink ribbon scars that never forget
I tried so hard to cleanse this regret
my angel wings were bruised and restrained
my belly stings
today is
today is
today is
the greatest day

Then I realized if the combination of things made me feel so completely awful, that's almost ASSUREDLY something specific hitting buttons from high school or earlier.

#drawing today started with big ambitions ideas and it turned out what I actually wanted to do was draw anatomy and faces. So; night hag in walking cauldron, chained angel, and a satyr. Artistic nudity in the literal sense (no clothes drawn because I was figuring out where everything was).

NIGHT of the Living PEOPLE AT THE SAME COFFEESHOP Who DECIDED YOU NEED TO HEAR Every DETAIL of Their CONVERSATIONS

BIG BIG BIG CAT
BIG BIG BIG CAT
BIG BIG BIG CAT
THIS IS MY GIANT KITTY!
PUTTING A RIBBON ON ITS HEAD
WHERE I SLEEP ITS ALWAYS WITH ME
I LIKE ITS FLUFFY BODY!

* stomps on accelerator *

listening to really sentimental Yiddish songs while drawing space undead and chained angels and lizardfolk amargasaurus riders and stuff, you know, normal Sunday activity

they have a big mirror over the table so they can watch themselves playing D&D, carefully positioned so that you can't just look up and see what the DM's rolling. Real fancy.

Oh heck yes now I have date mahmoul and got a usable size tahini as part of collecting stuff to make sabih!

and again, the simple dualism which appeals to people and more when things get stressy, means what's actually "I am simultaneously a smart, competent, functioning adult AND an unmotivated anxious mess with weird kinks that embarrass me, past attempts to get The Good Life which utterly tanked, and fewer and fewer years left" parses more as an OR.

given how yesterday went down - and I was able to get out of there early - I guess it makes sense that I'm in this weird little broken headspace rn

carrots come from carrot seeds, I'm the one to do it

prior to about 1500, medieval Europeans believed carrots sprung into existence simultaneously

https://www.reddit.com/r/vexillology/comments/vxmx4m/i_combined_the_progress_pride_flag_with_the/

these are all over Bellingham. I'm not sure if I dislike them (obvious "my gender is college town") or really like them ("our town is Queer and if you don't like it, there's plenty of other WA for you to be homophobic in")

awake 4+ hours later dead sober and with terrible acid reflux; I said *what*?