coyote sing along hour, all caps
SHE CAME FROM PLANET CLAIRE
I KNOW SHE CAME FROM THERE
SHE DROVE A PLYMOUTH SATELLITE
FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT
PLANET CLAIRE HAS PINK AIR
ALL THE TREES ARE RED
NO-ONE EVER DIES THERE
NO-ONE HAS A HEAD
SOME SAY SHE COMES FROM MARS
OR ONE OF THE SEVEN STARS
THAT SHINE AFTER 3:30 IN THE MORNING
BUT SHE ISN'T!
SHE CAME FROM PLANET CLAIRE
SHE CAME FROM PLANET CLAIRE
SHE CAME FROM PLANET CLAAAAAAAIRE
slightly braindead self worth rant
Then it hit me; a system so completely hostile is not a useful place to go for self esteem!
It really isn't, even without the parts where someone's trying to tear you down to make you convenient to them! (And following my observations, this is probably relatively infrequently; all you need is similar circumstances and a few cases where it was intentional, and it all looks intentional. It was definitely semi-intentional in childhood, between my parents being so SURE they needed a little math-reading genius that they discounted where I was potentially very skilled, and my schools wanting you to shut up and sit down because the important part was the football players.)
I could be a completely inept, ugly, charmless moron, or I could be a bright, talented, lovable person and even relatively okay looking, or ANYTHING IN BETWEEN, and it wouldn't matter, because a system that's already reduced you to a simple disposable asset can't really speak to the many ways in which you're anything else!
GRS, vulvaplasty, recuperation experiences wanted
So! I'm due to check into the hospital later this week for said procedure, with but a single night there before and after, before heading back to the warren. (With, unfortunately, two flights of stairs between the entrance and the front door.. I'm hoping that'll be manageable)
I'd like to hear others' experiences of how their recovery went. Of course, it'll vary between people - different bodies, different techniques, different surgeons - but still, I'm thinking it could be helpful if I can get a better idea of what the overall pace of progress may be like.
okay! Today's "looking for jobs in late capitalism has me thinking of cutting my wrists from self doubt and despair" is FINALLY done for today after one of those long "tell us every detail that might possibly exist about your prior jobs, fuck that you've got it on your resume" applications, so I'll eat something and figure out what I'm doing with the rest of the day.
that "all my dreams of exploring below the ocean's surface, of finding out wonderful things about animals extinct long before humans even existed, of traveling across Europe and doing art for money are all gone, replaced by probably winding up in a warehouse again" feeling which probably indicates I need to eat something
#drawings today; three adventurers discover a room full of treasures, and a wizard and fighter wander through dwarf statues in the mist, unaware they’re being watched.
NEO meaning new and LITHIC - i t h i c - meaning stone. Now let's turn our attention to this site, 13 barrow near Hazelton. This site demonstrates one of the dangers of archaeology, not to life and limb although that may, occasionally, occur. No, I'm talking about folklore. #MovieQuote
today's "Raiders was a legit cinematic masterpiece" was thinking about the dialogue between Beloq and the Germans which ends with "the perfect man for this sort of work," Todt. The way the dialogue picks up steam, the way they're in motion, and the music becoming more frantic all turn a plot-required conversation into this tense thing.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.