in my dream I inadvertantly cheated on my ex, and we broke up again (we actually broke up because she wanted kids and I didn't, but our emotions weren't that simple and each of us really fucked the other up entirely too much)
this is definitely part of how my worldview has been shifting again, but I still feel terrible.
I really really need to buy more stuff from artists I like. It's not like the pros aren't strapped for money too, and it's not like I don't like art books.
I guess I keep worrying that now that I'm not constantly pouring money into living in a studio in north Seattle, car, health or losing work will eat all the money - something which combines the CPTSD baggage of "some adult always has a reason I can't get what I want and it'll be too much my fault or oh-SO-obviously a normal necessary thing."
“You know, dinosaurs really never ruled the earth. When you look at distribution, duration and sheer biomass what actually rules the earth are fungi.
“Welcome… to Mycelial Park!”
da DA doo da da dee
dee doo da dum da doodadee DAHHHH
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dude, someone posted the whole Toto soundtrack. and how can this be?
oh we're Duneposting again thanks to this conversation in the Plaza on Tapestries MU*
*zzzzoooom*
*giant lady head*
the beginning is a very delicate time. know then that this is the year 10191. the known universe is ruled by the Padishah Emperor Shaddam IV, my father. in this time the most precious substance in the universe is the spice melange. the spice extends life. the spice expands consciousness. the spice is vital to space travel
the spacing guild and its Navigators whom the spice has mutated over 4000 years use the orange spice gas to fold space, that is, to travel without moving.
oh yes I forgot to tell you the spice is found on only one planet in the known universe, a desolate dry world of great deserts. hidden away in the rocks and crevices of those deserts is a people known as the Fremen who have long held a prophecy that a man would come, a messiah, who would lead them to true freedom. the planet is Arrakis, also known as; Dune.
"This is what it's like to awaken on a Necron Tomb World" uh let's see;
* the alarm goes off several centuries too soon and it's a tinny version of Steve Martin's "King Tut"
* sarcophagus emblazoned with Tomb World 's mascot, Sammy Scarab
* coffee and a bagel are for organics, such things are long in your past
Dude dude DUDE
https://youtu.be/4BVOPxiuJWM?si=_d7kUVxffJQbDGlm
punch something! Start a fire! Skip work and head to the beach!
#subpost Brave Starr/Cow Boys of Moo Mesa fanfic?
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
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