Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

oh YEAH, it's Danny Elfman's Greatest Hits! Stuff you can never forget, like "Sad Goth Dance in Snow," "Superhero of Christmas Future," "This Machine Kills Cookies," and of course "Clowns"!

#drawing from yesterday (Sunday)

#drawings from Saturday!

I've been thinking that my default is a place of "things are *not* okay, and they're not going to be okay" thanks to early stuff.

HEADCANON the "Atlas" was created by 40K Mechanicus who fell through a wormhole into a different fictional universe where they no longer needed 4 hours of Gregorian Chants and plugging directly into their hypothalamus to shift gears, but still wanted a BIG SKULL for old times' sake

Rainbow Patriot Team Six Down! It's YET ANOTHER Tom Clancy novel! This one has stealth M1A1s landed deep inland by kayak! I mean they have weird sharp angles, that's stealthy right?

dream last night - my furry guro magazine arrived from a Kickstarter, only I couldn't for the life of me remember throwing money at a furry guro 'zine (it's not an interest) and I discovered the metal Howling Banshees I painted decades ago had big obvious gaps.

Something I've realized is "Trump's second term" is like 3 AM in terms of times it's not really helpful to evaluate your abilities or achievements

ask yourself "when was the last time I ate? How much did I sleep recently? Have I seen sunlight or had water lately? Is that monster still in office?"

Time to listen to my favorite Yes album, “Mummy Might We Please Put On the Telly, Jon Pertwee is Fighting Silurians, That’d Be Quite Lovely”

No, on second thought, let us not go to Camelodunum (Colchester). It is a silly place.

#drawing last night.

+2 Stetson Mail, an outfit so western it’s just Stetsons sewn together. While the main Stetson protects a wearer’s head, a bandana provides appropriate face protection, and the chaps are reinforced by Stetsons to protect crotch, rear, and kneecaps.

As part of acknowledging that the system is not actually fair or meritocracy, and therefore any acknowledgment of my achievements, I will need to give myself

I need to rephrase how I think of calling my reps and donating to organization such as earth justice

I’ve been frustrated by how little that seems to achieve against this regime and maybe the best comeback is feeling good that I did something in response

since I want to say SOMETHING that isn't pissed off, here's a something;

okay, I'm old enough that many of my friends were born while I was in high school. It's comforting that those worst years of my life weren't pure shit, that some of the best people I know came into being then.

#drawing last night

World of Softskinned Vehicles, in which you can drive military vehicles from the Kleine Kettenkrad to a VW Iltis or a Jackal 2 high mobility vehicle. Because why would I want to simulate conflict when I could just drive weird shit around?

#drawing last night - trying out an idea about faces on some furry pinups.

Anyway reposting Sunday’s #drawing after I noticed/deleted/revamped a proportion problem.

Now thinking about how having that as an ongoing background, doesn’t just drain energy as it would for a normal person. since I’m being intentionally abused in one part of my life, it makes me more susceptible to feel abused in other areas. I normally have this bias, but it isn’t as intense since the usual run of elitism and casual harm doesn’t have that malicious intent

I mean I also finally realized what I know about Kwakwala/Haida/Tsimshian cultures before European hegemony sounds a lot like Migration era Germans. You've read Beowulf, flip a few words and you've GOT a northwest coast folk story.