Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Rationally, I know that a lot of different triggers got pulled and between ADHD and past trauma, the intensity on those triggers is cranked all the way up. IRrationally I feel like the worst shit in the world and my failure to kill myself is further proof of how fucking villainous and worthless I am.

I just have to hope that eventually my rational knowledge will become my emotional knowledge, on days like this.

#drawing last night

The really uncomfy truth about me and wanting to be a professional artist is, it was always my indoctrination (you're good at THIS THING, therefore you should do THIS THING to make money) and my baggage (maybe if I do THIS THING, I can get out of being relegated to disposable convenience for the actually valued people, forever).

This is a pretty rickety scaffold to hang any sort of professional ambitions from, and faced with anything that fits my indoctrination that the adults/peers have engineered it so I can't go in whatever direction, I give up waaay easily.

amazed there isn’t a yinglet fan publication yet

a zat zine

the “Akira slide,” an animated trope usually accompanied with the sound effect “Akira slide whistle”

SPICY DARKSTALKERS ART featuring winning with Anakaris

so SO spicy

A DUNGEONESS crab! You know a hot crustacean babe wearing very little in an adventure for 4-6 characters of levels 10-12

so Blibdoolpoolp