Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

cannot hear “Sway” without wanting to ask the nearest person/people if they know the way to Shell Beach

THE RETIROOS!

ANIMALS OVER 65!

EXTREEEEEEEME MARSUPIALS

EXTREEEEEEEME SENIOR CITIZENS

*generic 90s animal cartoon sequence*
*fruit by the foot ad*

"perhaps the most unique aspect of SIXGUNS & SONGDOGS was the Squinting Phase, in which each player attempted to gain an initiative bonus through having the grittiest, sweatiest extreme close up."

oh YEAH it's BADGERHAMMER! A new miniatures game which pits charming European animals against each other in DEHUMANIZING GREAT WAR TRENCH WARFARE! Monetizes both animal and grimdark miniatures fans perfectly!

* privately grumps that SIXGUNS AND SONGDOGS, game of 1870s animal violence, never did all that well *

oh whoa. I hadn't realized that the Lancaster doesn't have a copilot, so the dude who crawled out on a wing to put out a fire in mid-flight? Was the FLIGHT ENGINEER. Which explains why he thought it was necessary and also wasn't immediately needed to fly.

Shadar Kai 🤝 Drukhari
Elves into weird edgeplay to avoid their souls being consumed

Today’s 40K #fanart #drawing

Today’s #drawings were just random characters. Some furry but there’s only one tame nude.

“STATUS?”
“Bodyguard.”
“COMMANDER?”
“Rico.”
“MISSION?”
“Mission? We’re goin’ to war.”
“WARRRRRR!”

https://youtu.be/0bo3bzX1VAM

oh no

swapping from Slomosa to Lord Huron means I went from

"dude. DUDE. What if I like, had an edible and watched Fire and Ice because that's the only Bakshi movie free on YouTube"

to

"what if I went to bed early and tomorrow drove north through miles of nothing in particular?"

dude, nearly an entire hour of Slomosa concert. So about six hours if you're stoned. https://youtu.be/yoij-_s4dFM

let me tell ya something
SLEEPING MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
I ain't afraid of no sleep
I ain't afraid of no bed

one of life's biggest ironies is knowing you're NOT the nastiest, evillest fucker out there only because you're worried that you're the nastiest, evillest fucker out there, and the ACTUAL nastiest, evillest fuckers are perpetrating horrors you can't imagine, while dead sure they're the good guys.

does it really count as the great Jewish tradition of having Chinese food on Christmas if you're kaifengfu, or otherwise cook it yourself?

Current mood; realizing my crap body image reflects both past indoctrination (that I’m ugly) and gender dysphoria overlapping that I’m not DOING what I want as well as I’m not ACTING as I want. Not only can’t I present as a pretty girl, not only have I learned being this pissed off and bored aren’t appropriate pretty girl emotions, but I’m supposed to be a replaceable drone, so male; the idea of being a pretty boy has been set off limits to me.

Today in the shower I realized you can sing “William Shatner” in place of “Karma Police.”

at 1:05-2:00 CHRISTMASTIME! hee hee hee hee!
at 2:01 oh crap, it's the Weep Copiously leitmotif

https://youtu.be/t9Os6Su8QX8

oh yeah, it's time, I'm feeling the holiday spirit *sits bolt upright and scowls*

here's Danny trying to be Schostakovich AND SUCCEEDING

https://youtu.be/Rn2ISWoqsHc

Tonight’s #drawing

When I first started seriously considering I might have ADHD my question was well, do I have ADHD or CPTSD because some stuff is common to both. Lately I've been realizing that the ADHD re-enforces the CPTSD and vice versa.

Really spotted today; emotional dysregulation from either source means things that are frustrating become FRUSTRATING!!1! Obviously the faster I can walk back FRUSTRATING!!1! to frustrating, not insurmountable, is important to avoid the angry meltdown I fear because that'd get me punished (and/or set off even more hypervigilence, with the intensity ramped up).

But; hypervigilence is holding onto fear, because you can't afford to let anything be less than absolutely vital, and if fear isn't itself frustrating it sure sets that up easily.

It's not like weepiness, the other big expression of emotional volubility, or f'goodness' sake joy, wasn't something which would be immediately spotted and punished back there.