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Morale is just non-existent this morning. If you've got anything positive (preferably about me 😸) this would be a very opportune time to tell me about it.
Thanks. I'm sorry I have not... been good this year. I've been holding back a lot of stuff that's really gonna need to get discussed sooner or later, trying not to cause anyone more sadness or frustration. But in the process I've gotten stuck in my own personal Perspective Vortex and I think I have to get out of it, soon.
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@zebratron2084 Speaking objectively, you are showing subtle outward signs of recovery and rebuilding at a rate at least three times faster than the baseline control model did, without any of the usual psychotic breaks from consensual reality (not including preexisting breaks, of course ;).
I'm a little surprised and kind of proud, Kin. You're doing *well*, as far as I can tell. It feels like shit sometimes, sure, but from here? I know it's hard and... you're making it look easy.
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@Momentrabbit I'm really good at hiding it, aren't I. ^_______^
I'm better than I might have been, I guess. Peg deserves a lot of the credit for that. I'm not well, exactly, but I am intact and doing my best to move on despite being... well, honestly still just confused as hell about the whole thing. *headshake*
Thank you, that really did help to hear. Even at the most cynically I can interpret that, I'm at least sparing you people most of the brunt. Which is REAL important to me. <3