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Morale is just non-existent this morning. If you've got anything positive (preferably about me 😸) this would be a very opportune time to tell me about it.
Thanks. I'm sorry I have not... been good this year. I've been holding back a lot of stuff that's really gonna need to get discussed sooner or later, trying not to cause anyone more sadness or frustration. But in the process I've gotten stuck in my own personal Perspective Vortex and I think I have to get out of it, soon.
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@Balinares Well... you've been out of the loop. *smirk* Apparently the tests came back and "kind" and "smart" came back negative. Ask our mutual friends. -_-
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@Balinares (But thank you anyhow, because inaccurate or not, it still helped. *hug* :) )
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@zebratron2084 Speaking objectively, you are showing subtle outward signs of recovery and rebuilding at a rate at least three times faster than the baseline control model did, without any of the usual psychotic breaks from consensual reality (not including preexisting breaks, of course ;).
I'm a little surprised and kind of proud, Kin. You're doing *well*, as far as I can tell. It feels like shit sometimes, sure, but from here? I know it's hard and... you're making it look easy.
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@Momentrabbit I'm really good at hiding it, aren't I. ^_______^
I'm better than I might have been, I guess. Peg deserves a lot of the credit for that. I'm not well, exactly, but I am intact and doing my best to move on despite being... well, honestly still just confused as hell about the whole thing. *headshake*
Thank you, that really did help to hear. Even at the most cynically I can interpret that, I'm at least sparing you people most of the brunt. Which is REAL important to me. <3
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@zebratron2084 EAT THE SLICE OF CAKE.
you're both witty and smart in ways that constantly impress and interest me, your imagination is wonderfully complex *and* deep (from me this is a *huge* compliment trust me), and I just generally enjoy your company a lot. *headbump*
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@green yes keep going 🐯
(*grin* <3 FWIW, I like you a LOT and your visits have really done a lot to keep me going this year. Sorry I am so prone to going and hiding under the couch lately. n.n; )
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@zebratron2084 @green ... we will get out the vacuum cleaner if you keep doing that...
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@JulieSqveakaroo @green @zebratron2084 I find that just putting new catnip in the mouse and leaving it in the middle of the floor works a lot better, tbh.
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@anthracite @zebratron2084 @JulieSqveakaroo
*sudden terrible thought: putting catnip on/in the Roomba*
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@green
@zebratron2084 @anthracite
... yes, this would be a good experiment!
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@zebratron2084 y’know. As far as positive stuff I ran into a kinda neat musician I hadn’t known about previously, Dorothy Ashby, and she kinda seems like her stuff might be cheerful about now. https://youtu.be/H8zPorum2p0
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@Leucrotta I was skeptical at first... and then grinned SO MUCH when I saw the date of the album and heard the first couple notes. This is awesome, JUST my thing and just what I needed, thank you. <3 <3
(Crazy, man. *snaps fingers*)
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@zebratron2084 you are interesting to read.