Always tooting for th'antihero @Momentrabbit@awoo.space

@noelle Now, hold on a second. Speaking as a non-Methodist, if Sessions is excommunicated does that mean he's going to the same Hell I am?

Because I don't think I and the rest of the damned deserve that. :(

@Fuego Suspect a lot of us are. I know it's not helping me any. My sympathies.

@JulieSqveakaroo Aww. They're a cutie. n.n

@rey 💜

@Leucrotta Thank you very much. I'm unsure if I have a good feeling or a bad feeling about it... I suspect It's Just Time. Once more into the breach and all. Or, like the Moose says: "This time, for sure!"

@JulieSqveakaroo If it resulted in an art? It is a win, Sqveakaroo. We all win when you do an art. n.n

@JulieSqveakaroo We don't like clothes on your butt either, Val. *happy sigh* 💜.💜

I wish I could do more to help.

I know it's a privilege to bitch about being able to do this. To take my psych up on their suggestion that it's time to replace one med with another, see what happens. Some of the cost swallowed by insurance. A specialist who is actually interested in my progress, or at least holding what ground I can.

But. Midnight, alone, with a week of work ahead of me, and another 40 years of trying to stay one step ahead of this air-braking orbital path...

Sometimes I get tired of being in here.

The gyre widens.

I wish I had more time, although that's sort of greedy. I got nearly two years out of this combination of meds. And they're the objectively sanest I've been in the last five or more years. I've even been affable and pleasant.

But the center cannot hold. I'm shedding things that used to bring me joy, looking places I shouldn't for contact.

Time to adjust the moodmeds again. Time to start something new, find out which side effects apply, which interactions occur.

Again.

@JulieSqveakaroo Flights of angels sing you to your rest, roo. o.O

@noelle I like that latter idea. My take on Cyberpunk was always akin to 'Look, if you can't X naturally, store-bought is fine... but if you hack the deck that synths your X yourself, you'll know what's *really* in it."

@Leucrotta I believe Nextwave addressed #2, but it may not technically be canon.

@JulieSqveakaroo **waves Greater Roolandia flag atop barricade of empty air tanks!**

((doodling smvt at work is gloriovs national passtime!))

@IrisKalmia

o.o

Puts the 20 kV supply I bleed/discharge for fifteen minutes before grounding when working in the sub-orbital doom beam into perspective. Probably much lower amperage.

Probably.

Going to sit and quietly gibber for a while now.