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@FreyaManibrandr This was more expectations of Performance and Aptitude. I was Groomed all to hell by my Mom, but on all the stuff that isn't part of the mainstream Trans Experience.

I was expected to do Men's Work with the men of the tribe, but I was also expected to do all the Women things, and speak the language and understand the state of being that is "Mom"

My mom always wanted a Daughter and projected that Hard on me.

What do when "Non-Binary" is your assigned gender?

@Leucrotta Probably gonna end with you feeling like shit.

I grew up Irish and Hippie and totally fucked up, but several things about my upbringing made sense.

White people are Racist.
Cops are Pigs.
Politicians are lying sacks of shit.

@Leucrotta Or find a workplace Not run by Vampires.

I somehow ended up a Priest of small and forgotten gods.

This is hard to parse, I used to be Atheist. Now I'm getting DMs from truly ancient beings beyond mortal ken.

@Leucrotta You are also an okay person, and I love when you post art because your technical skill is Superb.

@Leucrotta The answer is the second thing. You keep imagining your supervisors are Human.

They are Not.

Gender is context sensitive

That moment where you realize your life under modern late stage capitalism has left you a neutered mess and you need to join a pirate crew and re-learn what it means to be human but you signed a lease and bought a car on a 48 month payment plan.

@maidofclay Yeah, turns out I was never really male in the first place and just needed progesterone off Amazon.

I know that Hermaphrodite is a problematic term, but, uh...

Kinda what I am? Have been for a Longass time?

@maidofclay I've been on Blockers and E. Oh, I know.

Straight up Progesterone, no Blockers feels Natural, but the flipside of that is feeling Both genders strongly.

I can top like Crazy now, but I'm still needing to Get topped in a major way.

@FreyaManibrandr It feels more like puberty cheated me of a nice set of tits.

Gee, Thanks Progesterone.

I'm constantly horny for big drippy cock, but also Women.

And I'm worldly enough to know that finding a femme person with a cock who likes to Top with it is so rare i've found UNICORNS and not found a transgirl who wants to pound someone.

Let alone "Pound someone into the Dirt and make them moan in twelve languages"

Guys, is it still trans if you're taking HRT to be the gender your mom gave you as a kid?

I had a messed up childhood, Enby-ness was shoved on me before I was ready for Gender in general.