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I officially haven't drawn anything in a week and I'm not sure how people who don't draw survive. What do they do when they have a really dumb idea pop into their head??? Just leave it there????

Recovery 

These post-op bandages combine all of my least favorite parts of wearing a binder. Difficult to put on alone! Ribcage constructed! Escaping shoulderblade flab! Constant rolling/bunching up and pinching!!

It's like they assembled a "greatest hits" list to see me off.

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Recovery, shitposting 

🎶
I left my tiiiiiiiiiiits
in Saaaaaaaan-Fraaaaaan-ciscoooooooo
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Recovery, shitposting 

itchy bandages itchy bandages itchy bandages how can an area be numb but still itchy??????

Medical 

"Wow, this has been really easy so far!" I say to myself like a fool, right before being woken up at 6 am by pain just as I've run out of the Good pain meds. :')

Drug use 

Like, I COULD sleep - but then I wouldn't be conscious to enjoy how nice and not in pain I feel

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Drug use 

puttering about on The Good Pain Meds and struggling to sleep because I'm just... so confy

Ink the eyecroraptor wants YOU to back Monster Journey and For the Love of Monsters on Kickstarter!! 48 hours to go!

kck.st/2JA4N7G
#mastoart #queercomics #crowdfunding

I've lost count of how many times I've broken down crying over this.

This surgery was supposed to be a good thing.

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they called me on Tuesday with different info about the date than they gave me last time, gave me a runaround of conflicting information on Wednesday, then fucked off for Thanksgiving and told me "we'll touch base with you on Monday". I don't fucking know if I'll get surgery next week. I don't know when my next chance will be if I don't. Today marks a full month since my original date.

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like I've been trying so damn hard to function like a Human Being who Goes Outside and Spends Time With People despite being in a nightmare of surgical limbo but I'm at the end of my rope, forcing myself to act Healthy is taking more energy than I can sustain. I've only gotten this far by pointedly not looking directly at the problem and running on autopilot.

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awake at 5 am getting overwhelmed by the last solid month of bullshit and worries and I just don't fucking know how much longer I can do this for

I wish there were better compromises available between the "having fun means being loud" crowd and the "loud noises make it impossible for me to enjoy myself" crowd.

I want other people to have fun!! I just hate that it often makes an environment unsafe for me.

Someone messaged me because they'd gotten tattoo of a popular sticker design of mine and while I'm fine with that...

I'm not sure if I should tell them it was a prompt from a fursona generator,

Bedhead is a real challenge when you're a bird!

A commission from SkyTea I got at PAWCon!

[ 🎨 furaffinity.net/view/29318792/ ]

Trauma, wildfires 

Tries to go outside: air is thick, hazy, and full of bad memories.
Tries to go on Twitter: Every third post is a warning about the fires or photos comparing what was there before to what is left.
Says fuck it, switches to Tumblr: "I haven't seen anyone talking about this on here, but an enormous wildfire just"-

So hi Masto, how are you today? Interested in talking about literally anything that doesn't give me flashbacks?

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