DATA UPLINK ACQUIRED @Nine@awoo.space

vaguely functioning again after food. tasks done. kami is cuddling up with me as usual because I'm at my pc though she did step on my chest and nuzzle my face so... maybe she's aware i'm not doing so well today. which is nice.. she's a good cat.

and i have to feed the cats and do the cat litter and the kitchen is still a mess even after i washed up and so is my room and everything is Noise

i feel sick and hungry and i hurt all over and i don't like the thoughts going around my head at all and i still have to cook

well that was fun and by fun i mean spiralling into a panic attack because i was starting cooking food but then the fact the kitchen was a tip got too much and i had a frantic rush to clean it and then i forgot how long i'd put one of the things on for in the microwave and got even more frantic about the washing up and then found out towards the end a glass had broken in the sink and there might have been glass shards and i couldn't get the plug out and i still have food to cook

text to speech silliness

this is kinda cool https://surf-squash.glitch.me/#

...found a document called "Elite: Dangerously Inebriated"...

apparently I was attempting to start a fictionalised account of my terrible flight skills in Elite Dangerous whereby I generally always came into land WAY too fast and WAY too hard as I was getting used to the controls, then kept challenging myself to speedrun landings for kicks.