You know, I waver in my emotions about my move from.. being really frightened to really excited.
Up until now I realize I've had some degree of comfort in many little things. Knowing the area I live, the people, having.. some sort of... if not comfort then familiarity with the surroundings. There's always been some sense of like... I may not know exactly what comes next, but I can envision sorta what... it looked like.
I think maybe for the first time I... largely don't know what comes next. I don't know where things are going to fall. I have reliance on community and friends but I don't know how that looks socially.
I guess there is this stark realization that I'm not really... guided by what comes next, but... who.
What glow you have brought to my life, you absolutely lovely, beautiful beings.
pf, sap
What you bring out in me... genuinely surprises me. My friends... and this tribe...has changed my life.
And honestly, yeah…
I believe in myself. My capability and my tenacity. I’m still getting better. Still improving ^.^ but i got this 💙
@Oneironott You got this 🌈 ✨ 💖 ✨ 🌟
Maybe it's a really sappy thing, but I feel more comfort in that then I ever expected to feel.
I don't know what comes next. I don't know what the bad times look like, or the good times. I can't even see the situation that surrounds them.
But I know who they'll be with.
and I feel calm because of that.