You know, I waver in my emotions about my move from.. being really frightened to really excited.
Up until now I realize I've had some degree of comfort in many little things. Knowing the area I live, the people, having.. some sort of... if not comfort then familiarity with the surroundings. There's always been some sense of like... I may not know exactly what comes next, but I can envision sorta what... it looked like.
I think maybe for the first time I... largely don't know what comes next. I don't know where things are going to fall. I have reliance on community and friends but I don't know how that looks socially.
I guess there is this stark realization that I'm not really... guided by what comes next, but... who.
Maybe it's a really sappy thing, but I feel more comfort in that then I ever expected to feel.
I don't know what comes next. I don't know what the bad times look like, or the good times. I can't even see the situation that surrounds them.
But I know who they'll be with.
and I feel calm because of that.
What glow you have brought to my life, you absolutely lovely, beautiful beings.
And honestly, yeah…
I believe in myself. My capability and my tenacity. I’m still getting better. Still improving ^.^ but i got this 💙
@Oneironott You got this 🌈 ✨ 💖 ✨ 🌟
pf, sap
What you bring out in me... genuinely surprises me. My friends... and this tribe...has changed my life.