Spirituality and the troubles with faith, belief and past.
I have been in that place of looking down on spirituality and belief and seeing folks who had strong belief as out of their mind.
And yet among the things that postfurry showed me when I first got into it, it was the type of spirituality that resonated with me. I began to question things and wonder about the very basics. What is belief, and what do I believe?
Until twice now I've admitted that I believe everything about me. All I've seen.
Spirituality and the troubles with faith, belief and past.
I've taken a bit of a step back from certain spiritual things lately, particularly my focus on a local neopagan group. They're awesome, don't get me wrong, but...
I have about... one year under my belt with spirituality -in general-. I grew up 'catholic' but not in the actively-religeous-family kind of way but the 'of course we believe in God isn't that being a good person' sort of family.
and then got into toxic atheism.
lewd, pf, sexuality
I am seriously new to feeling physical attraction as a demisexual* person who specifically is attracted to nonhumans.
Of all the places in this world I could have been, I'm in a community -OF BEAUTIFUL NONHUMAN FOLKS-
Suddenly it's like I'm feeling a bit of what non-asexual/gray ace folks feel towards eachother and WOAH hell if -I- can manage to control it
PFAF AF! (birdsite link)
@kelseyhusky holy heck Feelings
mh(- -)
I don’t even know what i can do anymore.
I was happy to move here in part because I’d be closer to my loved ones… more able to help then.
But I can’t do anything
I can’t help
I can’t alleviate the pressure
I can’t heal their hurts
I cant do anything
I can just stand by
And watch
And cower
As more people die
And wonder why its not me
Helpless
Hopeless
I can’t take this
venting, nudity (topic), police,
It really freaked me out to feel safe and naked having a dick and boobs and all of a sudden fucking cops are right behind me
venting, nudity (topic), police,
@Aradia@mastodon.social @KawaSeadrake @Leucrotta this is true, yeah x.x
venting, nudity (topic), police,
@Leucrotta yeah, i mean, I’ve been the target of this before when i was -17- and just abandoned by my parents lol
The police don’t give a fuck about legality x.x
*hugs*
venting, nudity (topic), police,
@Leucrotta it is only by fact that simple nudity is legal in seattle.
And they were there because rich fuckers called and complained
@KawaSeadrake eeeeeee ^___^ siiiib *smoochsmoochsmooch*
@JulieSqveakaroo ^___^
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing