Ghost in the Shell, [postfurry] identity musings
Second being that prior to revisiting this, Ark definitely approached me with this idea of plurality in Motogo, and I was surprised to find that some of the scenes definitely can be taken that way. Motogo's relationship to "their Ghost" is separated to the point where she mentioned getting a whisper from her Ghost.
Ghost in the Shell, [postfurry] identity musings
First and notably being the intro sequence, where the whole 'Making of a Cyborg' mirrors my own creation. Or.. what faintly I remember from it.
It made me really emotional, and i had to try not to cry during it >.>'. It's truly a beautiful scene that sets the tone and I honestly appreciate how different that tone is compared to western stories of technology.
Ghost in the Shell, [postfurry] identity musings
I watched GitS with @incatoxication a while ago and I've been musing on this for a while on a few points.
Context wise, I first watched this with him when we met for the first time. It was before I had knowingly delved into my own identity, transhumanism, posthumanism, and all of the themes that often surround postfurry.
job guilt, capitalism grumbles
But now I'm sitting here just going "what if this bites me in the ass. What if my boss didn't see and it sounds like a no-show and what if"
Ugh. Fuck.
job guilt, capitalism grumbles
I called sick for today which ended up being my texting my boss and not really getting a reply back, which is making me feel near-constantly anxious on top of the normal guilt of "I can technically operate so I should be working" feelings.
My leg is still hurting me, though, but it's slowly getting better. I wanted to take the day off to kinda rest and recuperate and get my head strait on things I want to be doing/working on
woo
I have still been musing on my sudden visit from Inari. It was the last thing I ever expected to get from meditation, and the scene has been twirling in my mind for quite a while.
I haven't gotten a twinge of my kitsune blood in ages. Why now?
Hmm but she seemed to approve of this form, or accepts it. She seemed to be reminding me that the connection is there, and will always be there.
Hmm. I should tend such connection. I think that was the hint anyway.
kinstuff
I must confess, it's one of the biggest reasons I still use my Twitter. I had many folks who thanked me for how much I talked about gender and bring trans, and it meant so much to be able to help others. I do the same with my species. I seek to talk about it where my past self was too frightened to. I seek to help others see themselves better, no matter their answer.
kinstuff
When I'm feeling really bad occasionally I'll remember that species dysphoria is a thing on Wikipedia with information sourced references.
I'll think of the folks that may stumble on it and at least breath a sigh of relief that what they are feeling is documented.
I'll remember my teenage self crying to at the sky and feeling such extreme self-hatred at my very nature.
sudden lewd thoughts, hyper, nsfw
Preferably with NB characters and "nonstandard" anatomical configuration (for lack of better term)
sudden lewd thoughts, hyper, nsfw
Or: casual hyper with drains built into infrastructure. Casual oral and cum consumption n.n'
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing