Convinced by some discussion, i’m making my account over at @oneironott@the.resize.club my AD n.n
If you followed that account and don’t want that content, please feel encouraged to unfollow ^.^
re: my outpour a while back
We all deserve to heal, and we’re a group of queer folks many with history of trauma who are trying to recover together, and i admit i have underestimated how hard that is. No matter what has happened and how that makes me feel, i still am so thankful and proud.
You deserve to heal. I deserve to heal.
re: my outpour a while back, drugs
I want to say that i have no ill will towards anyone. I’m often shit with communicating & that is a fault of mine that i own. It is a bad habit that i bottle things up, afraid that someone will hate me, but silence is not the answer.
After having said what i did, rolling & processing a lot of things, i feel much better about the situation. I also never mean to sound or come across as ungrateful, because i still hold so much love for the support I’ve gotten
pssst y'all: cool friend Kory Bing has KS running for a print run of her excellent webcomic Skin Deep! it's 1.6k away from the goal with four days to go! check it out!! https://t.co/wDQSU5UpEd
Holy crap. Malware hidden in a strand of DNA hijacks the computer that analyzes that particular gene sequence.
We're going to live in a very weird world man.
MH (+), drugs
MH (+), drugs
There’s so much i could say, but i’m frazzled.
Things aren’t perfect and some hurt is… unavoidable and not without complex makings and possibly no fault… but we love each other and stick through despite it all. It’s part of what makes us a strong community.
I believe in us. We are ALL worthy of healing, and i’m proud of -all- of us who seek such healing and help each other to heal. It won’t be without conflict or hurt, but we always try.
And that’s a very queer beauty.
MH (+), drugs
Last night was healing and very needed. Theres so many complex thoughts that were bottled up inside me and i had no idea. The clarity and security is something i deeply needed, likely as much as i needed to stop… bottling up my feelings and thoughts.
I’m so thankful for all the support I’ve gotten, and i am deeply, deeply sorry about the troubles that have been caused or worsened by my bottling of feelings.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing