postfurry
*snickers* last trip's dose of the postfurry TF syrum was a ruuussshhh dude. Can't wait to feel it living there
postfurry
I do sorta feel like since I rediscovered the nonhuman parts of me, It's just slowly and slowly been getting more and more vivid as time goes on. it does feel like I'm in some slow TF sequence that only I can see >.>
@KawaSeadrake otter!!!
Werner the Herzog (src? I can only find people reposting it)
https://elekk.xyz/media/hbmKf62Y8QOTpM0xamw
An affirmation for those of you headed home to doubters, skeptics, and concern trolls:
Your identity is not rooted in their belief, but in yours. Your identity is valid because you say it is. Whether you pass in your chosen life is immaterial to its truth. You are who and what you say you are. That you don't, and perhaps can't, embody your inner self is not evidence against its reality. I see you.
*sighs and tosses money at screen* fine, you win multiverse
https://awoo.space/media/qXa2VoA2DVesn9byfu8
species dysphoria (~)
I posted all that to twitter initially.
I don’t know why, since i feel I’ll get more solidarity here.
I fantasize a lot about death being this moment where we finally wake up elsewhere. Like… a finger snap and i’m… well… i guess it’s more of a feeling for me.
species dysphoria, bleak, death talk
I will never know.
I will never feel it.
I will die with this ache in my heart.
I will die one day in this body
With these hands and feet
With this nose and arms and legs.
I will die in this body
And it will never truly be okay.
species dysphoria
How it might feel to be able to go to sleep knowing that it’s not a dream. That you will wake up feeling just as right and whole.
How would it feel not to have this aching pain anymore.
species dysphoria
I would give a lot of things to be able to see myself as i should be. To feel it all...
I devote a lot of time into trying to do so hah... but...
It really never is quite like it would be.
You ever imagine how it might feel to have that first moment of just… pure relief. Breathing in, and feeling the body you should have. Seeing it. Sensing it. A big sigh and just… calm.
The moments after the excitement when everything is just suspended in time with such glow.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing