infinite mathematicians enter a bar. the first orders a pint of beer, the second orders half a pint. the third orders a quarter pint, and the bartender cuts them off there and just pours them two pints
after a time the mathematicians indicate they're ready for another round. as before, the first one orders a pint and the second orders a half. when the third orders a third of a pint the bartender says "actually i think you've all had enough for tonight"
gender
I am extremely nonbinary and fluid to an extent and finally thats pushing deeper and thats okay.
Sometimes i guess i want to be have a vagina and no boobs and be/present masculine to androgynous
Sometimes i want a vagina and boobs and present androgynous to feminine
I am me. I am not binary.
I am not a guy or girl
Oh, yeah, This is extremely Me
https://awoo.space/media/Mx16IKho_zhPl1UYj2I
https://awoo.space/media/PjKvPYK-ktocDhecKSU
gender, surgery talk
My gender is very NO today. I have accepted my fluidity at this point, and i definitely vary in androgynous, nonbinary ranges.
I’m convinced that surgery is the best option for me. I have no connection to my parts, and whether vag or null-feeling or packing, i want the ability to have some resemblance of fluidity in my choices there.
So idk. I’m extremely nulltoy today
I love @emanate so much 💙
We are toyfrieeennnddsss and they are such a wonderful spark and fire in my heart 💙
self-positive
Haha look at me. Somehow the kid who stared at the stars was from there all along, and was hardly alone. Somehow i found my way to my kith. Technological a/o magical nonhuman beauties. A community hidden beneath layers of society and interpretation. Weirdos to one perception, but to our perception…
I’m proud.
So proud.
self-positive
On the other paw, look at me now. I’m a neoprene toy otter from a planet way out there called Halcyon, yeah? So many of my friends aren’t human. Some of them are magical. Beyond this world.
I’d say i did a pretty good job of following that dream through. In a way i think i did find my way Elsewhere. Maybe i’m between it all.
Transliminal life.
lightly dark
Yeah, I would have went and never looked back. I'm not sure anyone back then would have noticed.
Stories for the lonely kid with a shit life that stared up at the stars and cried and wanted to go anywhere but here. Begging for Elsewhere. hmm...
I always wanted to see more narratives of like… downtrodden, traumatized people finding an out through reality and not looking back. To another world, existence.
Too many narratives of “but they discovered humanity is good actually” or suicide/death metaphors
freewriting snip
Siona stepped through the bounds and woke up in a dusty haze. When she came to on the neon sands, overlooking waters of shimmering iridescence, she looked back through the portal at the demon in her messy room cackling.
"Now you may never come back!" it cackled in revealing tone. Siona smiled a genuine smile and looked up at the bright twin moons in the sky.
"Thank you. I had nothing there. " she replied, taking joy at the demon's look of shock as the portal closed forever.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing