RealPoptartTurtle @RealPoptartBear@awoo.space

So I told one of my friends that I am nonbinary and bisexual, and she was just like "I feel special now because I now know a nonbinary person." Which kind of makes sense because I think less than 0.3% of the US population is NB and bi.

I kind of feel like I should do an introductions thing now.

I wish I could have my hair like this all the time. Sadly, people still think I am male BC I haven't come out yet... So that is a no to the whole side ponytail thing I got going on. Which is sad.

OOH I MESSED WITH MY HAIR AND IT LOOKS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! So I put it in like a ponytail and put it all over one shoulder. And it looks really good with my paperboy cap they way it is right now.

So I woke up. And I was feeling feminine as f*ck. And then I just walked around shirtless for a few minutes. Which was kind of annoying, and definitelly killed my mood.

So... Something really awkward just happened. I was having supper, and I noticed how masculine my voice was. It started to annoy me, so I just sort of stopped talking for a while, and wished that my voice would get more feminine or higher pitched. Nope. Ugh. So awkward. Noone else noticed, of course. But still. Really awkward. Just my little bits of gender dysphoria.

Ugh. One of my Christian friends has decided that I can't be nonbinary because there are only two genders. I *am* nonbinary, giga. You should try being more modern. The last bit isn't aimed at anyone on awoo, BTW.

[saxophones]

Can nonbinary people join the military? I don't want to join the military, but I still want to know.

Awoo? in this situation means: What is my gender? It really depends on the tone of the awoo.

So... I don't really know my gender identity. I feel like 70% male and 30% something else. Anybody else know that feeling? Tell me if you do?

I think that sushi just gave me a bad trip.

Well. Someone on one of the forums I'm on is probably dead. We *think* he commited suicide.

Me when I look down at my knee = WHY THE FUCK IS MY KNEE BLEEDING HOW DID I NOT NOTICE HOW DO I KEEP INJURING MYSELF WHY THE FUCK ARE MY WRISTS BRUISED AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH

:{| = Me when I'm trying to come out and tell someone I'm bisexual, and THEY DONT RESPOND TO EMAILS I SEE THEM EVERY FRIGGIN DAY AND REMIND THEM TO CHECK THEIR EMAIL BUT THEY STILL FORGET