Autism, random question
Disclaimer: I'm not used to talking about Autism, let alone about my having it. If I ever say something Awkward or not good or anything, please let me know and I will remedy it <3
Gods, is feeling like you're an alien a very autistic experience, I wonder?
Autism, random question
@Oneironott Very... Most of the time I feel like a tesseract talking to a square.
Autism, random question
@Roady_Dragonfae @Oneironott Y E S
Ugh yes
I tried to explain this to my partner once as being sort of like how spice trance works in the Dune novels, except I do it all the time and nobody else sees the larger pattern or path I do so they can't understand what my choices are steering toward. But I can't move at all WITHOUT that larger view. It's all or nothing.
Nobody told me, "Consider maybe it's autism: hypervigilant trauma type." 😬
Autism, random question
@Cobalt @Oneironott Exactly. What's worse is when they try slapping you with prejudices, infantilize you, and turn your quirks into insecurities.
It's as if they can only perceive a disability if it's physical. The whole "I can't see it so it must he made up" schtik that's so typical of a two-dimensional being.
Autism, random question
@Cobalt @Oneironott Honestly. I try my damndest to avoid calling it a disability. Seeing things nobody else can see, being in tune with the universe on a transcendental level, is a gift. But society frames it as something bad.