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Bureaucratic Limbo 

Well fuck. If I'm gonna move to another position in my company, I have to be terminated and reapply.

Which means I have to wait another 60 days for my benefits to come back. So I'm out of a job for a week, have to be interviewed again, and start at square one.

Idea for Community Camping 

Specifically, I'm referring to the local Postfurry community.

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Idea for Community Camping 

How about we pitch in for a 12 person community tent? They're pretty cheap on eBay. Around 200 dollars. That way, we could easily accommodate a community camping trip for those who don't have their own gear.

Bedroom eyes 

As I continue to get the hang of mascara, I'm loving how it makes me look more like a tomboy.

As I looked through all the photos on my old-ass MacBook, I stumbled across a seven year old picture of Rusty at his most peaceful. His face says it all. Total Zen and content with his surroundings.

A part of me finds it strange that it's still a weekend. As if so much has happened between Friday and this morning that a week has gone by in less than two days. Now what to do this Sunday...

Love and Gratitude 

As I prepare my room for @KawaSeadrake to move in, I reflect with my altar at the window on my time spent at Gateway Station. @mawr , @kelseyhusky , and Bird offering a place for me to stay was perfectly timed because my van broke down, my toe broke, and I can't even describe the amount of gratitude I feel for having such incredible people in my life.

Thank you... Thank you with all my heart.

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Crystal Woo 

Holy shit. I knew investing in a chunk of selenite was a good investment. The moment I picked up the package I could feel the vibrations coming off of it. The moment I held it in my hand, I felt a tingling surge all up and down my body.

I'm thinking of buying some smaller selenite sticks to give out to people because damn. The positive healing power of this stone is fucking unreal.

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Selfie/eye contact/mascara 

Queering it up with my first ever attempt at mascara. I gotta say. If my eyes weren't feminine enough already, this does the trick!

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I just realized that never in my life have I been to a Toys R Us. Fuck it. I'm going today!

Gotta love how a spicy bowl of pho literally blasts the snot out of a cold! Pho'k yeah!

I just noticed. From the front, my mullet and chinstrap give the impression of a lion's mane. Being a Leo, I find that incredibly fitting.

I have a feeling that all these years of conversations with myself in mirrors has primed me to take up scrying.

Misanthropy 

I'm feeling some really, really dark and bitter feelings towards humanity right now. I keep dealing with a past full of constant fighting to be who I want to be in a sea of predatory neurotypicals that wanted to shape me for their twisted desires. A part of me feels that human civilization is hell. A cesspool of prejudice and hatred.

All I wish is to escape from it... To live out the rest of my time in the orthocosm in peace and solitude with the rest of my kin.

@Oneironott Thank you. In this case, I know things are getting better. I'm just battling some really serious demons and it's taking a fuckload of will power.

I feel like a total blubbering mess right now... Fuck... I need to take a bath and lie down before I overthink myself into a psychotic episode.

On the sensation of chewing... 

I'm a habitual gum chewer. Mainly because I'm starting to realize the cause behind emotional eating. Before I started changing my diet to avoid gaining weight at my new job position, I did a little research.

It's not so much the feeling we get from the taste and texture of food that soothes us. Chewing is an action that naturally calms us down. Because our broken, backwards, and anxiety prone brains don't associate it with danger.

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