Roady @Roady_Dragonfae@awoo.space

During my visit to Montana, I finally went out and got my ears pierced with my sister. Mission accomplished! https://awoo.space/media/murl1P355MECyQzQuhQ https://awoo.space/media/2RPSFHdrSZhNgM5WCPM

Rusty and I finally reunite...I can't help but break down in tears.

Hey, little guy. Wanna go on an adventure? https://awoo.space/media/w1s227Gg3wNmZJ8vjwI https://awoo.space/media/Kj8lLAPAM1PP1yFiwxY

-25 in Bozeman.
I am not surprised. One. Bit.

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I've noticed that I'm becoming so in tune that I'm picking up the glimmer of fear in the eyes of a tough-acting male.

Tomorrow's the big day. For the first time in two years I'm going back to Montana to visit.

A trickster tricked a trickster in turn tricking the trickster who tricked a trickster terrifically.

"Our greatest blessings come to us by way of madness, provided that madness is given us by divine gift."

-Socrates

I cannot stress enough the importance of understanding neurotransmitters. The psyche is fragile, and one wrong move can change your personality so much that you aren't you anymore. It's fucking scary.

For all of my journeying needs. Seven pockets for every essential.
From a weed pipe to divination stones to miniature smudges. Serves as a good tether when venturing to other realms.

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Since the time I was drugged, I feel like there's an opportunistic entity that creeps in from the back of my mind. Whenever my dopamine levels are low, I'm always fighting with it for space in my head.

With alcohol and tobacco gone, sugar and caffeine keep it quiet. If withdrawing from both will make it wake up in full force, I'd rather isolate myself in the woods for a fortnight so I can personally exorcise this demon for good.

I need to taper off of sugar instead of going cold turkey. The crash has turned me into a broken down, paranoid mess that can't handle anything. I haven't felt so low, unaware, and unconscious since the time I was drugged a year ago.

New plan. Keep carbs, and just avoid refined sugar.

I have to admit that it's not just one thing that's wrong with me. It's a multitude of shit with a cumulative effect.

I need to be more mindful of the fact that after emotionally intense situations, like going up against a bunch of right wing crazies or a torrent of cops, I just need to be alone and cry it all out.

Once that negative energy latches on, I can't think straight, I can't articulate my speech, and it throws me so far out of alignment that I don't feel at all like myself.

I love the sight of concrete that has a patina of moss, algae, and ivy. The natural decay of human structures is very appealing in that regard.

Here's my recipe for my improvised paleo chicken soup.

2 rotisserie chickens
1lb chicken feet
Chopped carrots, celery, and (rinsed)leek
Cashews
Oregano and rosemary
Coconut aminos and salt to taste

1.Separate the meat and boil the bones+chicken feet with rosemary and oregano until the broth becomes a dense liquid gold.

2. Strain and add meat, celery, carrots, leeks, and cashews.

3. Continue boiling until cashews soften. Add coconut aminos and salt to taste.

I'm so glad I decided to change up my soup's mirepoix and use leek instead of white onions.

Am I the only one who's considered using color coded fidget spinners for clearing out chakras? I use a green one and it unintentionally fanned out a blockage in my heart. xD

Don't simmer the bones. Boil them. The fat and collagen will emulsify into a thick and rich broth similar to what's found in tonkotsu ramen.