Soreth @Soreth@awoo.space
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Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.
Joined Jun 2017
Oh, NOW the pre-game jitters are arriving. Gosh, okay, thanks brain. Pretty sure session 1 of a tabletop rpg won't bring the stars raining down. Everything will be Fine.
That was so cathartic I almost can't believe it.
💜
Soreth
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I still need 15 people to donate $10 in order for me to pay rent. I don't have any other way of getting money, i tried donating plasma but my veins are to small from dehydration I've been applying all over but no one wants to hire me and I'm so scared of being homeless. I don't live in a good city and being trans, gay, autistic, & AFAB is only gonna make it worse on me. Please if you can do anything even just $5 or boosting the post, anything helps.
Soreth
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Woke up with a dumb idea that I should look at World of Warcraft again. Dumb because I have more than enough other games and because most of the time I spent in it I was playing with That Monster. So surprise! It's kinda painful to look back at the goddamn game and actually consider playing it again.
Did a short 20-minute bike ride today, kept careful track of how I was feeling the whole time. Headed home the moment I was feeling kinda tired, and was very careful about things. Didn't faint this time, but as soon as I stopped I got a little light-headed anyway.
Foo. Really gonna have to go off the spiro before I do much more if it just keeps doing this.
I really really love seeing a new Facts But Better go up and have people like, actually interact with us here on Mastodon. So much better than the other place!
It's a shame that it's so much easier to pitch my voice down than up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1DSIp7zyXO0
It always helps.
"Pick a thing and see how far I get with it" turned out to be "play video games while trying to think what to do"
I remember too many things.
So much left to do before game time on Sunday and yet I'm so blasted after that torture session that I don't have the energy to do hardly any of it. I guess I'll pick a thing and see how far I get with it.
My lips are still numb. o..o
Soreth
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Hey you
Can you do me a favor? Just like…
Wiggle your tail a lil’
No one will judge
heck em if they do
Just like
Wiggle, swish or wag
Cuz, you know
Your tail is a really great tail.
it may be phantom or ‘imaginary’
But it’s yours! ^.^ *wag*
Good news: Now that I'm home and no longer being tortured orally with dental picks, the anaesthetic is holding solid.
Bad news: As soon as this starts to wear off I'm worried I'm going to start whimpering.
I was just at the dentist for a deep cleaning in my right side and even though they gave me a lot of anaesthetic that was quite a lot of pain
sex drive
What the fuck, my libido just woke up and I want to hump something. What the shit just happened? I haven't felt that since like... before the antidepressants, 3+ years ago.
It's not even a bright sunny spring day out there o..o
Soreth
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Wistfulness about the word draconity
"Draconity" is a term that doesn't get used much any more, I think
It was what we called the state of Being Dragon, a bit more wieldy than "otherkinness" or therianthropy
I liked that little word. It encompassed a community of people some of whom I knew, some of whom I didn't, but that always seemed to manage to avoid unnecessary conflict. When things went bad, I never saw dragons fight with tooth and claw; they retreated, invisibly, and the community got quieter and quieter until it eventually didn't hold together much any more.
But-- I feel like I sensed a core of something in those dragons that felt common and unique to them. A particular kind of quiet solidity, steadfastness within the longing, and a manifest willingness to stay childlike at heart. They didn't always say much, but when they did it was resonant and felt Real. I see it in people who call themselves dragons today, too. Other people are strong, or stoic, or playful, and in every way as good as dragons at these things, and dragons aren't always all these things; but there is a Vibe I get from them sometimes. Like the way people are protective, but a stone symbolises protection.
Perhaps to be Dragon is to clothe oneself in a certain set of symbols, an archetypal armour that moulds the self to a certain eternal pattern.
Starting up Shpongle's "Nothing Lasts... But Nothing is Lost" is like wandering into the beginning of a drug trip. I swear my skin starts tingling as the intro starts to kick into gear.
Last Boost: Yeah, I'm pretty much always a mix of Red (Freedom!) and Simic (We can make you who you should be).
- Pronouns
- She/They
Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.
Joined Jun 2017
