Sparrow 🐦 @Sparrow@awoo.space

I've also become increasingly uncomfortable with my body, despite starting to work out. It's not just gender stuff. It's like I'm disgusted with being a biological organism altogether. I just feel revulsion at my fat, my skin, my internal organs, especially my sexuality. It just all feels gross.

I used to have a healthy sexuality. I don't know what happened.

I went off prosac (dose was 50 mg/day) in January.

Since then I've been *okay*, but I've noticed in the last month I'm having panic attacks again and crying much more frequently.

So... I think it might be time for me to see a therapist again.

@raccoon @bunnylyn seconded lmao

@Fenreliania aww, thank you so much. I appreciate it either way. :3

@benhamill@cybre.space hehe, thanks :3

@Altruest :D

@erinbee *hug* thank you~!

It's been a really hard day and I just need a hug.

@Noelle808 I will. <3

*Goes to wikiHow*: "How... To... Make new friends... Without wanting to throw up..."

I really want to make new friends irl, but every time I get invited to a party that isn't all ppl I already know, I get anxious to the point of nausea and can't go. :(

No, phone, you do *not* get to autocorrect "rest" to "test". That is *not* okay!!

I always forget that Gargron exists. Whoops lol.

@maloki (that's also maybe a verse to "Better Than Fine" by Fiona Apple...)

@maloki Yes, I can in fact. That's a good suggestion. :3

Good morb~~

I'm feelin' very anxious today, and I don't know why! Hoooooray!

On the bright side (literally), it's sunny and nice out again. :D