MH, ~, Drug Mention
I've noticed my depression has been flaring up the last week or so, and unsure why. It might be due to lack of Vitamin D, among other factors like lockdown and the world being on fire. But it is bothering me, and I am concerned about its effects on those around me, my mate included.
I had gotten so used to being.... Well, happy. Getting smacked down like this is deeply distressing and I may work on discussing it with my psychiatrist next time I see them..
Thankfully my OCD has mostly been kicked in the butt with the right meds! So small victories. ^^
I'm idly also considering picking up weed again as a solution for my depression since it worked well at keeping my general state happy with only using every few days.
COVID-19, Arizona, -
Alarming trend in Arizona. Our inpatient bed usage is at 79% and ICU at 72% utilization.
We also had two days in a row with over 1k new cases with new cases continue to skyrocket due to community spread.
Governor seems content to ignore it and I am worried we are about to have a New York incident here.
@Draekos I understand all too well at the being bad at social thing >.-.<
mh, very -, mostly getting it out of my head
Things keep changing. Patterns keep getting disrupted. World is on fire. Friends are acting irrationally about stupid shit and some are believing disinfo.
I am having trouble coping or managing, I am finding myself starting to spiral back into 2018 levels of anxiety like tonight.
I'm afraid of losing my relationship, my fiance, my life, my friends to viruses or police/military. Of losing everything. I don't know why. I don't know if its rational. I am having trouble believing when people tell me 'it will all be okay and everything is fine'.
I can just try to ignore it and hope they are right. I am scared, more so than I ever have been.
@kistaro RIP. Or in this case, let 'er rip.
US Politics
Trump is trying to declare Antifa as a terrorist organization, which means anyone who is harboring those ideals could be labeled a terrorist and apprehended.
Which means he is trying to make opposing fascism illegal, like the fucking cowardly fascist he is.
All while he is tweeting up a storm while hiding in his bunker under the White House like the fucking coward he is.
Keep this storm brewing, and keep fighting for what's right, and let his presidency burn with the fury of all of those who have suffered under it.
re: suggestive furry art
@chr Pink and gold go /exceptionally/ well together. ^^
psa, Masto admin, birdsite link
Hey Masto admins: heads up that 4chan is planning a multi-site targeted harassment and misinformation campaign on social media targeting LGBTQ+ communities: https://twitter.com/dr_jfprice/status/1265658344133591041
Resources that suspicious accounts are using are listed in the thread.
@kistaro *Wiggles proudly.*
@kistaro I do! :D
@Terrana *Offers winghug.*
@kelseyhusky A status indicator is a pretty good idea and a practice I think more should emulate. I approve and support and you're awesome for it. ^^
Otherkin, sea dragon and part-time gryphon (Nakawe at cons!), often goo, extremely spiritual, high functioning autistic, agender, demi, socialist, extremely pro cannabis.
Work in space related stuff.
Account for posting musings and sometimes self created art. Personal, too, apparently!
Currently Arizona based!