Veladynee Amaren @Veladynee@awoo.space

Today's mood is pooltoy.

I really need a set of potions at the ready for casual daily TF.

I get to visit my partner here in just a few days and it's going to be great.

@zetasyanthis I'd say if possible, if its a major project or few, take on some lighter responsibility to ease yourself back in, if possible, the first few days and build back up. Let yourself have a moment to breathe, relax, and hopefully right yourself, if you can't take a sick day or don't feel it in the best interest.

I'm sure your manager would be more than willing to work with that. ^^

Because you're awesome!

@zetasyanthis I have my own flashbacks from things back when my mental health was not exactly the greatest, nor functional, so I understand that all too well, nightmares included. It's about the time of year, too, when things got bad on my end (and literally only last year it reached its worse) and so I'm dealing with a lot more of that in my headspace. So, I empathize, immensely... *More hugs deployed.*

@zetasyanthis Emergency hugs deployed. *Offers as many as you need, including nuzzles on request.*

I hope you take it easy and do what you need to for your health, you are an amazing person and deserve the rest. ^^

And let any of us digital denizens know if there's anything we can do to help from afar

I've discovered that one thing that stresses me out is typing on mobile devices.

The touch input does not play nice with my head and in turn I often lose what I am trying to say, or it becomes jumbled, while more of my thought process is occupied by ensuring I am typing right.

I wonder how common this is, especially since I see so many people take to it so naturally.

Mostly back to sobriety and feel good. Mental state rebalanced. ^^

My fortune cookie was empty, how unfortunate.

I ordered three rolls of tasty sushi.

I had a low potency edible which should be enough to calm my mind some.

Should be an okay evening. ^^

The biggest challenge for me in the desert, besides the dry and and heat, is that it makes it difficult for me to do much spiritual work on a personal scale.

I feel detatchment from the environment and in turn find it hard to actually maintain focus or draw enough familiarity to really explore past life stuff.

Does anyone else still/ever walk on the balls of their feet, in a digitigrade posture? >.-.>

I do when left to my own devices, and idly wonder, since I've done it since a child, if it contributed to my 'flat footededness'