Veladynee Amaren @Veladynee@awoo.space

Fighting with a bit of code tonight. Finally got the damned thing to work! It liiiives! *Cackles madly.*

@zetasyanthis I'll nom all the tomato! And yeah, I keep some soups on hand for such emergencies too ^^

@zetasyanthis *Offers winghugs and tomato soup.* No sick, only happy ^^

Strange anxiety and random sense of dread. Unsure why. Absolutely obnoxious though.

I really wish I had a method to entirely cancel out these feelings that didn't involve needing copious amounts of weed.

I think it is still related to the time of year, especially with how bad last year was all in all, during this time as well.

Had an absolutely amazing vegan brownie with my coffee tonight, and now I am inspired to try to make them at home!

I slept too long now I'm MORE tired. Blahhhhh.

Time to make turkey burgers.

Was thinking while having a discussion with some others...

My past life self would have been astonished and amazed by all the wonders of this world. The sciences, medicine, emerging tech like augmentation, augmented reality, VR...

The world isn't perfect, far from it, but nor was my prior world. But there are still so many wonders to see, and so many yet to come!

We just have to keep working at making the world better so the wonders can keep coming ^^

@zetasyanthis Yay! Thank you muchly for support. ^^

I am realizing something I've never fully experienced before.

There is anxiety and fears but... I'm okay. I'm stronger than them.

I'm letting myself do things that make me happy instead of fearing it might slip through my talons.

I feel comfortable with what I do for a living, I feel joy with my partner, with my friends. I'm taking more moments to enjoy the weather and smaller things around me. Sure I've more work to do mentally...

But for once in my life, I'm happy.

Curled up on the lovesac on a cold rainy night with a good book, warm tea, blanket, and candlelight. ^^

Cloudy, raining, cold. A pleasant day. ^^