US Pol, SCOTUS (++!!??)
The Supreme Court of the United States just ruled that Federal discrimination laws protect LGBTQ+ employees.
I did NOT see that coming, but in this world? I'll take any good news.
https://twitter.com/SCOTUSblog/status/1272529876080381954?s=19
MH, ~, Drug Mention
I've noticed my depression has been flaring up the last week or so, and unsure why. It might be due to lack of Vitamin D, among other factors like lockdown and the world being on fire. But it is bothering me, and I am concerned about its effects on those around me, my mate included.
I had gotten so used to being.... Well, happy. Getting smacked down like this is deeply distressing and I may work on discussing it with my psychiatrist next time I see them..
Thankfully my OCD has mostly been kicked in the butt with the right meds! So small victories. ^^
I'm idly also considering picking up weed again as a solution for my depression since it worked well at keeping my general state happy with only using every few days.
COVID-19, Arizona, -
Alarming trend in Arizona. Our inpatient bed usage is at 79% and ICU at 72% utilization.
We also had two days in a row with over 1k new cases with new cases continue to skyrocket due to community spread.
Governor seems content to ignore it and I am worried we are about to have a New York incident here.
mh, very -, mostly getting it out of my head
Things keep changing. Patterns keep getting disrupted. World is on fire. Friends are acting irrationally about stupid shit and some are believing disinfo.
I am having trouble coping or managing, I am finding myself starting to spiral back into 2018 levels of anxiety like tonight.
I'm afraid of losing my relationship, my fiance, my life, my friends to viruses or police/military. Of losing everything. I don't know why. I don't know if its rational. I am having trouble believing when people tell me 'it will all be okay and everything is fine'.
I can just try to ignore it and hope they are right. I am scared, more so than I ever have been.
US Politics
Trump is trying to declare Antifa as a terrorist organization, which means anyone who is harboring those ideals could be labeled a terrorist and apprehended.
Which means he is trying to make opposing fascism illegal, like the fucking cowardly fascist he is.
All while he is tweeting up a storm while hiding in his bunker under the White House like the fucking coward he is.
Keep this storm brewing, and keep fighting for what's right, and let his presidency burn with the fury of all of those who have suffered under it.
psa, Masto admin, birdsite link
Hey Masto admins: heads up that 4chan is planning a multi-site targeted harassment and misinformation campaign on social media targeting LGBTQ+ communities: https://twitter.com/dr_jfprice/status/1265658344133591041
Resources that suspicious accounts are using are listed in the thread.
weed, mh~, rambling
Constantly getting the craving to smoke weed more and more.
I used to every single night, and now its once or twice a month. But with all the stress I'm under causing me nightmares and general heightened stress levels, I'm constantly craving that escape.
I think its mostly cabin fever coupled with the long shifts at work due to the emergency measures we're on, topped off with the fact the US is literally on fire.
Fuck it, time to get high.
The USDA officially recognizes the difference between “Barbecue Sauce with meat” and “Barbecue Sauce WITH MEAT”
Rambles, Sleep/Schedule related
Meanwhile in the land of trying to adjust my sleep schedule for emergency 12s (6pm to 6 am)... Staying up until the sun comes up is bizarre and uncomfortable.
Not a fan of it.
I am a creature of the night, but something odd about waking up at daytime, then sleeping at daytime.
Otherkin, sea dragon and part-time gryphon (Nakawe at cons!), often goo, extremely spiritual, high functioning autistic, agender, demi, socialist, extremely pro cannabis.
Work in space related stuff.
Account for posting musings and sometimes self created art. Personal, too, apparently!
Currently Arizona based!