Xer Shadow Tail ☄️🌺 @XerTheSquirrel@awoo.space

Goodnight everyone! Have sweet dreams! Love you all! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ Be safe! 💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐

I am asexual, I do not even find my girlfriends attractive. This does not make me a horrible girlfriend, to me this is completely normal and they accept me for how I am and we love and respect each other because that is very important. Love and understanding is important.

I can tell when my hips are growing or widening from the pain and additionally my knees cracking every so often when I move because I am walking the wrong way. Once the growing stops though and I relearn how to walk again the cracking goes away.

Dysphoria is an asshole and can make you think and see things that are not seen. It made me see a guy where I now see a woman, looking at the same picture and I just only see a woman, a young lady who is quite pretty.

I feel alone, like no one is there around me. And there is a thought in the back of my mind telling me to go back to my abusers, that I would at least have company. But I will never go back. I do not know what to do.

Short transwomen are wonderful and valid! Just because we are short does not means we are less transgender, we share a ton of pain also and please do not devalue us because of our height.

Good morning everyone! Have a wonderful day today! ♥️♥️♥️

Thoughts on how I look in a very dark room? Do I look cute?

How many lightbulbs does it take to change the electrician to not be a gatekeeper?

How do I look? I think I need a haircut!

I got the letter I need to change the gender on my passport and my new glasses are also ready to be picked up!

Lol I think my hips are growing again, starting to feel like my legs are going to fall off. Also my thighs are thicc and you can see the fat bubbles when I squeeze them.

I updated my PGP key!

https://keybase.io/xerthesquirrel
https://keybase.io/xerthesquirrel/pgp_keys.asc?fingerprint=32282d10f2c641192531390ff4904fe6d9bfe617

Whenever I hear OpenTTD music I just want to play Nethack, I literally used to play Nethack non-stop with OpenTTD music in the background.

Rubbing my hips feels good.

Wow! I figured out a new way to move my hips, never knew I could do this before!

I will never go back to not using version control!

Goodnight everyone! Have a wonderful night and I hope things turn out well for you, remember that sometimes things can hurt but I hope that pain is something you do not have to face alone. Have sweet dreams and remember that people care for you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

A few years ago if you told me I would be full-time as a woman who has a squirrel fursona working a full-time programming job that I enjoy doing as myself with all of my queer quirkiness making my friends happy, I would have said "I wish it would come sooner".

Xer has amber eyes!