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Rejection is preferable to being ignored. I haven't gotten anything back except automated responses. For positions that I know i'd be a good match for. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong so that I get stuffed into a waiting pool. I'd rather get told I got tossed into the trash, cause then I'd at least get validation on my self-hatred.
Which I know is a shitty thing to do to myself.
Shows how much I hate job hunting.
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Updating: Apparently the universe was bored with my pity party and let me get 1 single reply email asking for my availablity for a phone screen with a technical recruiter. So, I got that going for me.
Not looking forward to all the anxiety about getting rejected after the phone screen, but at least i'll have something new to bitch about.
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Updating: And I've got a phone screen tomorrow. The company isn't horrible as far as I can tell, and i'm talking directly to them instead of through a contracting agency, so improvement!
Still wish I didn't feel like such a fraud sometimes, though. Been in this game for 10 years, never lost a job because of lack of technical skills, but it's always my tech abilities that give me the most anxiety, not the social part that always bites me in the ass.
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Updating: Phone screen is complete. Not my best work. Was so amped up with nervousness that I was rushing through my answers and running out of breath while i was speaking.
Kept my use of thinking syllables down, I think, so I didn't sound too inarticulate, and i think I was really able to nail appropriate and convincing answers. Made the human on the other end laugh a few times, which has worked good for me before.
Hopefully this works out. Thanks for listening.
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@kelseyhusky
Best of luck with the Thames interview!
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@kelseyhusky Good luck, husky bot. <3
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Updating. Can't keep calling woe when things aren't bad, can I?
Inbox pinged with another favorable response to the resume blast i sent out 2 weeks ago, working data center for an international river themed online retailer headquartered locally.
Phone screen is scheduled for tomorrow during my lunch break.
Position wants some certs I don't currently have, but I don't anticipate any difficulty obtaining them.