🔶 KLCY AXIOM Prime @kelseyhusky@awoo.space

Trying to fall asleep in a hotel on the other side of the country. Doing my best to work through the sudden surge of feeling unwanted and unattractive and just not worth anyone’s time. Feeling freaked out about my first physical in 6 years. Will be talking to my doctor about starting HRT. Can’t help but feel like I want it for the wrong reasons, but the ones j have are the only ones I can seem to parse. Need to sleep to clear buffers and try again tomorrow.

Epiphone, Goddess of long-necked, high strung people, with abnormally large navels and melodic singing voices

Look at me, I’m fallin of a cliff now
I can still hear my mama yellin “No, no, no!”
But the words mean nothin; can’t catch up to me now
The feeling’s so beautiful, all the way down.
When I was a little boy, suckin juice from a bottle
Believing my perception was oh so real,
But I keep knowin nothin
Still knowing nothin
Which is enough for me, I know the way I feel.
If this is life, what a fucked up thing we do
What a nightmare come true
Or a playground if we choose
And I choose

Some twists: The jerk emails the working notes to a rival muppet production so our hero has to completely redo and recreate the whole production from scratch cause theater is dumb and petty business.
The end is when our hero chokes out the jerk with the medal the jerk won by stealing the hero's work years ago and it ends with a sweeping one shot as rehearsal starts from the very opening number that transitions into the premier of the play. which turns into monster success.

Beyond Transshifters: a movie about a choreographer who is brought in to cover for the bad choreographer that was hired to produce an Avenue Q puppet musical where the puppets are all the toys Dudley from Harry Potter has been given up until Harry’s first year. The bad choreographer is obsess with recreating as spin that goes UP an incline which got a legendary choreographer a Tony award and the bad one is a super-jealous stereotype. But he sucks at his job.

It doesn’t get much more nerdier than rolling home from the latest Mission: Impossible movie and signing Bohemian Rhapsody at the top of your lungs a cappella with 3 other people in the car who know the song as well enough as you do to do both harmony and the instruments.

Tonight was a good night with my dad and little brother.

I needed to hear this tonight.