imposter.
The rain is falling
I am both appreciative of and a bit intimidated by the folks around me. I don't have the big words on concepts that they do. I do not know the philosophy or Sciences. I believe that I would have, had I not strayed so far from myself in my early life. These folks have contributed so much and are working on so much, and I barely know what I am doing these days. Struggling to keep my orthocosmic body ticking?
imposter.
I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. I've only just started following the path that I should have been on years ago. There is so much I don't know but there is folks can teach me.
crisis
The real admission here is that I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I went to school to be a developer, after "solving" my dilemma of what I wanted to do with my life. Art or technology. Writing or development. Part of what I have been going through recently has been a complete crisis insofar as the direction of my life.
crisis
@Oneironott I picked tech. It was the wrong choice. But only because I made the wrong choice am I going to be given the option to exercise the right one with any degree of freedom, and that non-dualism is important. They're all the right choices, because they all bring part of us out that is important.
I'm amazed and impressed by your continued willingness to strive. You're doing good work. I see you and I'm proud of you.
crisis
@literorrery thank you… it means so much to hear