Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

it's always fun when someone likes me on okcupid, sends me a message, and then blocks me

i have a section on my profile where i mention my whole abdl thing, because i'd prefer weird people out early rather than after they get emotionally invested in me (because i think that would be really mean!)

i know it's something that some peeps will probably never be okay with, and if i didn't filter them out from the get-go, things could get really hard

@ticky I WAS SO GLAD I HOPPED IN AT EXACTLY THE RIGHT TIME TO SEE THIS

maybe this came from never being able to play games against other Real People when i was younger?

maybe streaming could be a way to practice fortifying myself against self-conditioning?

i wonder where i would be if i could find a way past the effects of conditioning?

i should really look into ways to get over that, because it seems i'm significantly better than what my mind is letting me be. hmm...

it's interesting how i do better at beat saber when buzzed

i mean, my reaction times are very obviously worse, but my achilles heel of conditioning myself negatively is decidedly absent

is the effect of my overthinking my mistakes in games really that potent??

huh. i've just discovered a coffee shop that's still playing christmas music

chelsea manning is a treasure

BEAVER BOTHER DOWN!

#ThanksGraham

@noiob luckily, i missed these

i heard they were equally strenuous and tedious though

@noiob oh no

@noiob oh gosh, there's more??

is this the first one?

@noiob extremely aptly named minigame imo

@noiob this is amazing

@shaderphantom oh! that's what the discord information was for

i just missed the context

@Nodocchi oof, yeah. that's not a good way to top off the day :T

i hope you feel a little happier soon though!

@imixstimsandkinks huh! TIL stimming

maybe that's what it is?? i don't think i'm on the spectrum, but i definitely have a rough go with anxiety sometimes

it's kinda like if you get embarrassed and you go all (*/ω＼*)
except it's lower down and with a lot more finger motion

@monorail i have characters like this

i don't like fighting megaman and i've yet to find out why