Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

@sara i think it is basically just python jekyll!

https://eev.ee runs it

i've seen two examples within the last day of normal people learning about people they know being abdls, and being supportive!

it warms my heart, because in my mind, i never imagine any kind of reaction better than reluctant acceptance

@Ace@snouts.online amiibourgeois

whaa--

i quietly made a weird art account on deviantart, uploaded a picture, and the first person who faved it follows my main

h-how?

@ky0ko iphone 9p

@noiob oh! same plan as the zombies

@oct2pus@catgirl.science aww! i love TysonTan's style

@frinkeldoodle@furrytf.club hee. thank youuu~

@frinkeldoodle@furrytf.club oh! sorry about not posting the thing i was talking about

it was this ^^

anyway, this was the year i was going to tackle my anxiety!

it's time to force myself to get over it once, so it will be easier the times after that!

i kinda lost my momentum, but i can regain it!

to top it off, these fears cause my seemingly-insular nature, because i feel like i don't belong since i'm not actually friends with almost everyone i am around

as a result, even the things i make that i'm genuinely happy about get at most a few seconds of attention, and then lost to time

but making nice things is the only way i know how to get the attention of others so i can maybe make a friend or two

i literally have an empty discord room where i post things because my silly brain is not convinced that anyone who doesn't join would even really care

but i also want to write such unique bots for it that it might eventually attract others...somehow?

stopping to think about any of this stuff really shows how little sense it makes

i'm so happy i can make things i like, but i seem to be falling into the trap of not wanting to show others again in fear of imposing, aaaaaaaaa

i guess at least it's not major enough that i don't even want to post it though

@ShugoWah@snouts.online muting retweets on my AD is a godsend, since my most comfortable domain is very *very* niche

but i care for a lot of people outside of that!

@ShugoWah@snouts.online big same

i used to try and curate a small and focused feed, and then read literally everything on it

it's freeing not being shackled by the thought that you're "behind" somehow 100% of the time

@sara wait WHAT!??

@sara eck, that's gross

time to pull out the high ansi i guess