positive venting, anxiety, relationships (++++)
this has been such a good month so far AAAAAAAAAAAA
not only have i basically obliterated most of my anxiety, but i now have substantial proof that i can use to fight off the rest of it
oh, also, i have a gf now! she's basically the coolest person ever, and we accept each other, even at our weirdest--a thing that i was almost convinced would never happen to a weirdo like me
all of this is so welcome after last month, oh gosh
@tom woah! that color looks dope!!
Neg, pos
@codl yays! you can do it, codl..! ^^
@codl sield
anxiety
@codl oof. i'm sorry codl
hopefully things have improved since then though!
anxiety
@codl aaaaaaaaaaaa
conference calls are the *worst*, and i'm sorry you had to go through that
that said, a place that does this to interviewees sounds like an environment that might have been a good thing for you to avoid, because it often means they don't really understand mental health well and might have been ultimately damaging to you in some other way if it worked out
@Nodocchi and that smell is intoxicating
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)