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putting a pi 400 with a tiny screen next to my bed has actually managed to get me into the habit of journalling

it has plan 9 on it and is still pretty esoteric to use, but the novelty of it all actually tickled the part of my brain that wanted to actually use plan 9 for something useful

so now i have a tiny plan 9 journal

in my quest to fall asleep, i have:

  • read an entire book

abdl 

turns out, while not super high, "diaper" is on the wikipeda list of common passwords

i can't help but wonder if this is on the list because of abdls with bad infosec, or some other reason

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedi

@haskal ah yes, "not all $x"

a technically true but completely unhelpful way to dismiss the problems of the marginalized, and to ignore the power dynamics that cause it to be a problem in the first place

it just screams not recognizing the privilege of not having people with more power than you having the ability to make your life miserable

@monorail i like how this is like...a weird ping for all the peeps on your timeline who will interact with stuff you post~ ^^

this legit, is probably the main reason i haven't really drawn on my computer for the last year or so =w=

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i need to get a file cabinet

that way i can have a more proper place to ignore all the paper i have than my desk

mh (~) 

@cinnamon hee, thanks! ^^

and i realize others think this way too, which is why it's weird to me that i can't seem to shake my inclinations to just silently hang around like i do~

mh (~) 

i love the idea of just going nuts on the topics i like, and i keep convincing myself i'm gonna do that

but i always seem to fall back to turtling once again

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mh (~) 

it's possible that being hyper-interested in things people surrounding me weren't caused me to internalize that passion is bad, actually

but spaces like the ones i'm worried about are largely opt-in

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mh (~) 

why do i feel so self conscious about the possibility that i'm rambling about things i care about?

writing on a private blog in hopes that the lack of pressure can help me write something i feel happy enough to copy to my real one

it's really an aesthetic of its own hearing a podcast from early 2020

who knew something so recent could feel like such a time warp

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