spoiler if you haven't seen hbomb ctrl-alt-del video
@monorail hahah oh gosh
i still can't get over emerging naked, reborn from a gargantuan loss.jpg poster
@imixstimsandkinks you're absolutely right
i don't consider anyone broken since i think that framing paints the imperfections we all have as "bad"
but that doesn't mean that others don't look at themselves differently--so maybe my message is also bad, actually (sorry about that!)
@Gargron gargron birthday, happy!
@monorail fwiw, i think you're a cute girl already..!
dysphoria is rough, but it won't be long before it'll be easier for you to accept yourself--and until then, know that we accept you! ❤
kink, dating apps
it's always fun when someone likes me on okcupid, sends me a message, and then blocks me
i have a section on my profile where i mention my whole abdl thing, because i'd prefer weird people out early rather than after they get emotionally invested in me (because i think that would be really mean!)
i know it's something that some peeps will probably never be okay with, and if i didn't filter them out from the get-go, things could get really hard
@ticky I WAS SO GLAD I HOPPED IN AT EXACTLY THE RIGHT TIME TO SEE THIS
video games, conditioning
maybe this came from never being able to play games against other Real People when i was younger?
maybe streaming could be a way to practice fortifying myself against self-conditioning?
video games, conditioning
i wonder where i would be if i could find a way past the effects of conditioning?
i should really look into ways to get over that, because it seems i'm significantly better than what my mind is letting me be. hmm...
BEAVER BOTHER DOWN!
@noiob luckily, i missed these
i heard they were equally strenuous and tedious though
@noiob oh no
@noiob oh gosh, there's more??
is this the first one?
@noiob extremely aptly named minigame imo
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)