sylveon defender
i can't seem to get sylveon defender to add me to their blocklist. hopefully third time's the charm!
getting on a blocklist is pretty high on the list of things i'd never thought i'd hope for, but people who subscribe to something like that are the types of people who would hurt my friends, and i don't want them to ever be able to enjoy the things i make
i guess i got a recent appreciation for it because of heidisql and fl studio?
they kinda solidified that delphi can actually do *real* things, and wasn't some nightmare to maintain despite the fact that you make interfaces like if it were visual basic
it's funny how having *any* association with vb instantly makes me want to run in the opposite direction
i mean, i'm not complaining--surprise weekends are sweet!
it just...doesn't make any sense. especially since any idle thought about the day would reveal my assumption as Not Quite Right
i noticed this when i clicked a markov bot that made no sense because the avatar was kind of adorable
kf
if i side, i might accidentally side with doctored lies and ruin the life of a marginalized creator who has been preyed on relentlessly for years, or side with someone who has unforgivably ruined the lives of children
instead i find myself paralyzed, because i don't want to do either of these things. i want to do what's right, but i can't know what is right with the current information
i want the truth, and it's killing me
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)