alright! this is about where i usually get to when it comes to drawing!
the trick is that i'm actually really bad at backgrounds, but i do have some ideas. so maybe that can change later!
if nothing else comes of this, at least i experimented a bit with the face (particularly the mouth) and i really like how it came out!
@ShugoWah oh! welcome to awoo..! ^^
this message is brought to you by Griffin McElroy randomly playing the Pokemon theme on MBMBAM and me realizing "wait, why don't i know that yet??'
i wanted to draw a location in pokemon super mystery dungeon, and was going to use the actual game as a reference
so i started it up and discovered i was at a story segment completely isolated from the place i wanted to look at
this is an extremely good excuse to play some mystery dungeon, and i'm definitely taking it!
self-aware double standards
i think my biggest fear is not being worth the mental energy of others
but that's not something i try to solicit to begin with--except in a few cases where i've convinced myself that it's absolutely worth it
i mean, it does make my twitter extremely browsable, but it also feels like i'm basically treating myself like a brand, which is ahahaha not good
that's less true here--which is freeing! but there are still a few places where i've decided i'm likely not welcome
self-aware double standards
*sees one of those positive messages directed at everyone*
my brain: oh yeah! this really does apply to everyone... except for me, of course!
hee, nice try, brain
maybe my resolution for next year should be to get out there as much as possible to counteract my self-exclusionary thoughts?
getting anxious over nothing is the last thing i need, and i think getting some proof that it's all unfounded might be just what i need
@sugar hi dos..!
i only started recording the data because the values embedded on google don't show up anywhere on the source page, so I kinda gotta keep track of it myself
i love how I can basically just hack something like this out in tasker when i need to, though! (maybe i should use it more often?)
4 years ago i made a 8-minute long remix of the PS1 startup sound
https://soundcloud.com/josefkenny/playstation-startup-remixed
friend trouble (+)
you know what? i can't let this get me down!
nasty things happen sometimes, and continuously living them isn't gonna get me anywhere
i just gotta find something to focus on that i can enjoy--that way i can at least get to a neutral mental space, so i can let my mind process it with a clear head
it makes me sad that my friendship probably won't get out of this unscathed, but holding onto angst is gonna get me nowhere
friend trouble (------)
sorry for dumping this here, but i've never been outright attacked by a friend before, and i don't know how to process it
i feel like i'm just going to stop supporting her like i do, since she clearly doesn't want that
urk, i'm gonna have one heck of a time focusing for a little while
friend trouble (------)
i paid for a friend's food and she just fuckin punched me in the middle of the market for it
after apologizing for this misstep on my part, she said it was alright and then after a few second delay, she elbowed me in the stomach again
i left, and while i forgive her, i'm still so fucking mad right now
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)