Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

it's such a tease because i want to feel like this when i have free time!

that way i can actually make something cool!

it's like i have this innate magical reserve of midnight oil that only appears when it's Actually Midnight

why is it always midnight on workdays i feel like going into 200%-focused creative-mode?

maybe i need to host my own munch?

that way at least the local people who are kinky know about us... that would probably be an Extremely Good first step

basically, i'm pretty well known here, and i don't know of anyone who dislikes me. maybe i can use that to shift perceptions...at least locally..!

i talked to some others and i think there is probably a lot i can do to help our case

this is a world where watersports are normal
this is a world where age play is cool

but diapers without either of those things are strange?

there's nothing harmful about them, they are technically sfw, they are passive, and a large portion of the population wears them

it's also a thing most people seem to be fine with after they know about it, but the initial reactions are Just Bad

we aren't bad, we're just weird, we're just human

i wonder how i can help our case here..?

i'm pretty good with people irl, but it's really something when a certain kink is jarring for people at a kink event

i mean, i managed to turn it around pretty quickly, but those first few moments were unmistakable

this is the second time in two days where i seem to have stuck out among all other kinks in a Not Good Way--i wonder if there is a way i can be honest about my weird without that?

part of me hopes diapers become common enough so we at least have some visibility

i went to another munch on fetlife and had some pretty good conversations with people

this was cool

partway into one conversation, we started mentioning our our kinks. everyone was cool with everything said--but when it got to me and i said "diapers", the rest of the group just...stopped talking

this wasn't so cool

it seems to have worked out in the end though because most of them wanted to friend me on The Internet™ afterwards

but...that initial reaction was jarring

@Nystre​ huh! nice to see you in the local timeline here!

welcome..!

huh... i seem to have this problem where i selfishly assume bad things that happen around me *are* about me

i should try to notice when i do this, because it will turn me into a drama llama if i'm not careful

of course, i still need to be empathetic, but i really should be careful i don't cause more problems than the ones which actually exist by willing them into being

it's staggering how many things i drew that i am proud of that were actually complete accidents

this one will probably need a lot of adjustments before i'm happy with it

i forgot how hard this pokemon is to draw https://awoo.space/media/mUE9siL494IGoT0apqY

y'know? maybe i'll do some drawing...

earlier today, i went to a femdom event, and the gender ratio was...remarkably unsurprising

besides the organizer, there were only two girls there

i like to think i am really good with people, but i wonder how much i need to step up my game to have a chance with ratios like this when i like diapers and most people at kink events find them "meh"

so, i got distracted and missed my stop on the train by a long shot

i didn't really get disappointed though--i just decided to go and use that as an excuse to grab groceries instead

is this the programmer in me? i wonder how many bugs i turn into features?

i mean, i seem to make a lot of mistakes that i actually legitimately use for other things

another thought: maybe i should retweet what i was responding to first?

hmm...but that can potentially get into "rewooing things i don't endorse" territory

is there a mastodon convention for dot-replying, like on twitter?

is it usually seen as good form to leave the @ in and add a dot before it, or is it preferable to delete it and let the scope handle it

i ask because it seems kinda hard to see what some things are responses to, but it also seems redundant

(i know the cut-off text thing doesn't work on mastodon, but i'm going to go ahead and use it anyway)

*writes 10 lines of code. gets to inbox zero*
oh no, i should try hard to be extra productive tomorrow...

*doesn't finish zelda for months*
i am the worst fan of this series that has ever existed, i probably shouldn't even call myself a fa

i mean, one of these things is obviously something i *should* feel more guilty about--but my brain disagrees..?

like, i do feel bad if i'm not productive during a work day, but somehow its worse when i haven't played a game i really wanted for more than a month