Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

i'm getting pretty close! just gotta clean it up, shade it, and maybe add a background of some kind~

i'm actually pretty happy with how this snivy has gone so far!

my snivy are usually slightly uncanny, but i might have figured it out..!

it warms my heart to see so many people who support others enjoying things, even if they don't personally like those things

tbh, i think you need both soup *and* bowl to fully enjoy a good meal

when i draw myself, i try to do so as ambiguously as possible, and then not specify a gender so people can enjoy what they like~

them: are you sure?
me: *gestures at butt* けつです

!!!

#abdl

i've seen two examples within the last day of normal people learning about people they know being abdls, and being supportive!

it warms my heart, because in my mind, i never imagine any kind of reaction better than reluctant acceptance

whaa--

i quietly made a weird art account on deviantart, uploaded a picture, and the first person who faved it follows my main

h-how?

anyway, this was the year i was going to tackle my anxiety!

it's time to force myself to get over it once, so it will be easier the times after that!

i kinda lost my momentum, but i can regain it!

to top it off, these fears cause my seemingly-insular nature, because i feel like i don't belong since i'm not actually friends with almost everyone i am around

as a result, even the things i make that i'm genuinely happy about get at most a few seconds of attention, and then lost to time

but making nice things is the only way i know how to get the attention of others so i can maybe make a friend or two

i literally have an empty discord room where i post things because my silly brain is not convinced that anyone who doesn't join would even really care

but i also want to write such unique bots for it that it might eventually attract others...somehow?

stopping to think about any of this stuff really shows how little sense it makes

i'm so happy i can make things i like, but i seem to be falling into the trap of not wanting to show others again in fear of imposing, aaaaaaaaa

i guess at least it's not major enough that i don't even want to post it though

it's always fun when someone likes me on okcupid, sends me a message, and then blocks me

i have a section on my profile where i mention my whole abdl thing, because i'd prefer weird people out early rather than after they get emotionally invested in me (because i think that would be really mean!)

i know it's something that some peeps will probably never be okay with, and if i didn't filter them out from the get-go, things could get really hard