Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

i'm pretty confident i can pull this off, but it's also a lot to add to the things i'm already juggling, and the prospect of slipping up is still really intimidating

i've already planned ways to make sure everything is fine in basically every outcome, but the idea of not accounting for something in a literal ocean of horrible results is also eating at me like nothing else

which is why i need to just find ways to not psyche myself out so much--to remind myself that i've got this

that was pretty vague, but i've been playing the world's most emotionally draining game of flappy bird with my means

the reason it's draining is because there are several people who depend on me not failing, because if i go down, they would too--and that is 2000% the worst outcome

like, if it was just me who would go down, that would be great

and while i accept this responsibility, the source of my ability to help is getting nebulous, and i might have to find other means to not fail

overwhelmed, but with a plan; just gotta remember one step ahead of the other

like, i wish there was literally anything else i could just do something like this with

https://twitter.com/Archenoth/timelines/910964654477762560

i just drag and drop art into a timeline, and it just appears on anything i have that embedded--it even has a graceful fallback if you don't have javascript enabled! (something i want to not depend on as much as possible on my stuff)

if there's something i actually think birdsite does pretty okay, it's letting me embed things into my static site, so i don't need to update a page every time i draw something to have a gallery

otherwise, there's just no way i wouldn't be too lazy to have a gallery on my sites

for reals though, my favorite type of code writing is...doing the opposite of that actually!

if my commits have more deletions than additions, i usually feel pretty good about that

git protip: sign your commits; cryptographically prove your mistakes!

cool hat

@cinnamon by the way! you don't need to watch this if you don't feel like it, but you might find this kind fun~

i showed you a piece of what this looked like over a decade ago, and you can probably imagine things...have changed somewhat since then ^^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sNsnjmoeBo

half life 2 is probably the reason that i even started getting an interest in speedrunning, where literally one minute is like an actual hour of casual gameplay--and pretty much every minute is just the wildest thing

can they make it?

#abdl

one fun thing about being away with low social energy is that i sure do a lot of things i would normally put off

i guess you have to put it on now!

you aren't going to disappoint them, are you?

#abdl #tdm

i've discovered.....materials!

they wish you a good night with sweet dreams

still suuuper behind on advent of code, but it's fun how basically every challenge so far (up to day 7) can be summed up as "use clojure's loop, but with one other function also"

saw the grinch just casually walking their dog down the road