i know this is literally just mindfulness, but it turns out for me, that extends far beyond just the circumstantial ways that i've always assumed to which it only applies
or like, having a sip of coffee! i don't know the last time i really paid any actual attention to that entire experience. it's just become a "thing that i do" while some tiny part of my subconscious brain acknowledges that "cofe gud"
like, if i'm in the shower and i turn up the temperature just sliiightly more than warm, everyone seems to acknowledge that feels nice, right? but it's actually amazing how much that appreciation changes if i actually pay attention to it, and not just casually disassociate the entire time
something i've been doing recently is really trying to pay attention to things i take for granted
turns out a lot of extremely mundane things are actually incredible, but my brain just backgrounds them; ignoring how mind-bogglingly satisfying they are because of how "expected" they've come to be
i've literally robbed myself of this appreciation for so long that i forgot it existed--things that, if you you mentioned them to others they'd probably roll their eyes because they're doing the same
i actually did it..!
happy oshawott day everyone~ #ミジュマルの日
(hee, there's no way that tag will ever have anyone but me in it)
kinda-birdsite link (nitter), oshawott day art!
hee, this hash will never not make me happy
https://nitter.net/search?q=%23%E3%83%9F%E3%82%B8%E3%83%A5%E3%83%9E%E3%83%AB%E3%81%AE%E6%97%A5
but also because of timezones, oshawott day has already been a thing in japan for almost an entire day already
i like how i was just talking about normalizing harmless weird things, and then homestar runner just crashed through the wall like the fucken kool-aid man with two fists full of diapers
re: birdsite link to strongbad's official account, abdl (yes actually)
they're even patterned like abdl diapers, which only extremely recently got the ability to be printed in ways that weren't just repeating patterns
birdsite link to strongbad's official account, abdl (yes actually)
i can't wait to literally write even a single post on here so i can add it to my bio
it's just a single post right? that should be easy right?
ha haha ha ahahahah oof
abdl, but like, an incredible domain name i'm still baffled i managed to get
as far as domains for abdl sites go, i'm still absolutely gobsmacked i managed to grab https://diape.red
i absolutely adore everything they do
why haven't i hoovered literally everything they've made yet
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)